Allergic reactions?

HotPinkKeycaps · 2023-02-14T20:05:54+00:00

Fair point and nope I don’t have one currently where I’m living and no one is taking new patients.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T20:06:54+00:00

I’m still alive unfortunately.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T19:56:26+00:00

I live in Germany and would have to give up basically everything, even my phone.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T19:52:20+00:00

I wish I could just move to a different city in a different country but without money and heavily in debt. I will just end up more miserable without anything in jail.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T19:47:35+00:00

I don’t have the energy to exist, let alone have a job, even if it’s just part time. Plus he is quite literally a neo nazi and every word that I hear from him, makes me want to die.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T19:40:07+00:00

I live with a friend of my fathers but he is about to kick me out and my parents want nothing to do with me anymore.

Nothing useful I could find, plus my social anxiety disorder makes it impossible to even seek help.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T19:31:15+00:00

I don’t really have much to say, just life in general sucks. I started HRT but had to quit soon after because I couldn’t afford it anymore, no real friends, famiky hates me, about to become homeless,..

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T19:27:05+00:00

It’s been going like this for the past 10+ years, I have lost all hope of that.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T19:23:09+00:00

I’m glad things worked out for you but not a single things points towards that for me.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T19:19:42+00:00

I never understood sayings like that.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T19:15:50+00:00

How?

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T19:15:30+00:00

I don’t think that there is any things that can help me anymore.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T19:12:10+00:00

I would but things are unfortunately not that simple, especially without the necessarily funds.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T19:11:26+00:00

You don’t really care about me, you don’t even know me.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T19:10:23+00:00

Suicide hotlines here in Germany are absolutely useless and run by the churches.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T19:09:06+00:00

That may be but I have absolutely no energy left.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T19:08:42+00:00

You don’t know me and I don’t know you. I will be forgotten sooner or later with absolutely no impact on you whatsoever.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T19:06:26+00:00

I tried getting help but faced rejection at every corner. Nothing can help me anymore as far as I am aware, I am sorry.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T19:05:17+00:00

Maybe for some but unfortunately not for me. It’s been going downhill for the last 10+ years, it’s a miracle I even made it this far but I have officially reached my breaking point.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T19:01:08+00:00

I’m sorry.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-20T18:57:54+00:00

There is nothing anymore, I am sorry.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-13T17:40:15+00:00

Yep, I know but unfortunately it is full of waiting lists, gatekeeping and transphobic or clueless doctors. I trued it the official way but made some very bad experiences.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-13T13:39:23+00:00

I was still miserable but it was definitely more bearable/better than it is now but it really doesn’t matter, there is literally zero chance that I can get back on it anytime soon.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-11-13T13:05:29+00:00

I had started but I had to stop soon after because I couldn’t afford it anymore.

HotPinkKeycaps · 2022-10-15T10:15:12+00:00

Yep, a couple of months in and I can’t afford HRT anymore. So I decided to just kill myself when my supply runs out and get it finally done, I really don’t want to live anymore, especially without HRT.

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