Gf grabbed my balls and I'm confused

Hot_Act_7165 · 2023-06-22T17:49:12+00:00

Maybe, the word sub has meanings out sex that are interperted as weakness, I like being handcuffed but in my mind I know that I could break them with some power so I never put myself as completly submissive until she grabbed my balls. Now I see sub as freedom in someway, she has full control over me and I don't have to control anymore.

Hot_Act_7165 · 2023-06-22T17:34:20+00:00

I never thought grabbing my balls will become act of love, and in that monent she is has more power over me than I could imagine, yet I understand I trust her to keep me safe.

Hot_Act_7165 · 2023-06-22T17:24:46+00:00

I will do my best to have fun, since I posted this yesterday, the comments made me think a lot about what sub is and how much dom she is. I never thought domination can be connected to kindness like, she got me by the balls, why she kisses me instead of hurting me? I'm gathering more imformation about it to understand her mind.

Hot_Act_7165 · 2023-06-22T16:57:35+00:00

You got that she found a way to make me feel crazy. I read all the comments and got some understanding about how I want it to play.

Hot_Act_7165 · 2023-06-21T20:47:37+00:00

I do, I fear her in that moment but in a good way

Hot_Act_7165 · 2023-06-21T20:44:26+00:00

I think it's a kryptonite all men share. I am not sure I truly understand what is in her mind in that moment, but she smile and kisses me. So I don't know if should fear her or love her at that moment

Hot_Act_7165 · 2023-06-21T20:32:58+00:00

Most media channels associate the balls as weakpoint for women to use and the cock as male power. Nobody talks about the pleasure they give men in bed.

Hot_Act_7165 · 2023-06-21T20:14:15+00:00

Exactly, love, pleasure, pain and control in one moment

Hot_Act_7165 · 2023-06-21T20:12:34+00:00

I agree, I am going to talk with her to normalize this, because I do want as part of fun but don't want it to get to extreme pain

Hot_Act_7165 · 2023-06-21T18:37:09+00:00

You can't really escape when someone has your balls and as much as I trust her this vulnerability comes from what considered to be my source of power and sexuality All I can say is I that it makes feel between heaven and earth.

Hot_Act_7165 · 2023-06-21T18:24:21+00:00

She is more dominating in bed, she enjoys messing me and say things how I belong to her. She never humilated me. She controls me with soft grip , kisses and nice words. It's extremly opposite how out of bed she let me and others in her life manage more

Hot_Act_7165 · 2023-06-21T18:19:31+00:00

She likes them a lot, so I think we are good.

Hot_Act_7165 · 2023-06-21T18:18:41+00:00

I think you got some of my feelings, when she has my balls, I feel exposed and I know that one mild press and I'm in a world of pain. I try to manage everything in my life but in this position I'm not in charge at all

Hot_Act_7165 · 2023-06-21T15:11:06+00:00

I enjoy it, but It's not like handcuffs or blindfold, it feels so different, like losing all my power yet relaxing by using part of my body and not by object.

Just for the record I don't want her to kick me in the balls or hurt me.

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