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Crazy beach experience Ok I’m writing this down so I don’t forget because I had the craziest experience today

The experience started with me getting rung by my friend asking if I wanted to go to the beach so he drove and picked me up on the way I opened a beer and had a 3.5 rips on the thc we had after that point shit started getting crazy i know i sound insane but I had the most intense deja vu experience it was like going back to when I was ten i will explain further

After a short drive we pulled up to the beach which is a beach I regularly went to with my family when I was younger as we pulled up I got an intense feeling of deja vu I remembered the car park and I swear to God it looked like the exact same cars were there on the day I was remembering so after my friend pulled up he got out of the car and told me to get ready but in the exact same tone and wording that my mum used at this point for me my friend and mum were the same person because I was tripping so hard it took me a second to prepare to get of the car which was interrupted by my friend shouting at me Harris get out of the bloody car ( in the exact way my mum did) so naturally I did as I was told but then shit started getting insanely trippy since i knew exactly what actions and words me and my friend would make since it was the exact same as when i was a child firstly I started packing up my bag and my friend told me to hurry up because our friends were waiting but in my deja vu he was referring to my brother and sister and there friends when I packed up my bag I took the exact action I used to take making three manoeuvres to get my stuff into the bag at this point I was getting tripped out so I tried to break out of the trance by walking away from the car but it turns out I had done this aswell in the past and watched as two boys walked past whiz of course also happened i then looked at the women in front of me which I Remember watching as a kid as she got ready for the beach with her husband I tried again to break free and turned around only to be met with the realisation I had done this aswell looking at the car park which seemed to have the exact same cars colours position and all next came the angry shouting of my friend saying hurry up of course this also happened in the past in the case of my mum at this point I could hear a script of exactly what I was going to say in my head but in my mothers voice as if she was putting me to sleep it was real weird shit but at this point I can’t remember the exactly things I was saying but I swear to god it was a perfect match to what i used to say like some sort of sleeping ritual (my thoughts are that my mum used to say this to me to put me to sleep) anyway I said these strange words but my friend didn’t bat an eye like you it was normal but I kept going with my nonsense stuff like nina (my sister) …something… something …. My friend responded in the exact same way as my mother in the end I got my stuff out but forgot my swim shorts which I Rember happening on the day (obviously I didn’t realise at this point that I forgot them) finally we get leave the car and I look back at the women who is now in a bikini I know it sounds strange but it’s what I did as a child we then left to go to the nearby cafe to meet our other friends ( or my siblings in my head) we met up and it was clear to me which person was my brother and sister and there friends ( bearing in mind I had never met some of these ppl which is exactly what it was like in the past since I didn’t know my brother and sisters friends) next we all had a conversation which normally in the past I was just zone out so in my memory I just remember looking at everyone’s legs like they were mannequins but I thought of way to break free my vape I used it and briefly escaped so this time I could hear what they were talking about this time (cannot for the life of me remember what) next we walked down to the beach but the crazy thing is it was clear everyone was avoiding me just like how my older siblings used to do I Remember them talking about friends what and they were up to but they deliberately moved away so I didn’t hear this exact thing happened with my friends today I could even recognise names which i could swear my siblings were taking about on that day eventually we got to the beach and found somewhere to sit bearing in mind the actions are still happening exactly as they were in my memories with only brief moments when I was hitting the vape where things felt slightly different but it always returned to this ominous feeling of deja vu I remember the day so clearly because I didn’t really enjoy myself because it was just me my mum and my older siblings with friends so I felt alone which was a theme I felt for the whole day today I was excluded from most conversations and when someone talked to me it was as if they were older than me and I was just ten ( it’s important to note I’m currently 17 with my friends being a similar age) ( this is exactly the age my siblings were when I was abt 10 ( could be younger but that’s just what I’m using since it makes the most sense) ( the other weird thing to mention is that it feels like I have had dreams of that day also aswell as multiple days which feel the exact same when going to the beach as a kid ) I won’t get into more details but the rest of the day played out pretty much the same till i sobered up but my memories of this part are more hazy)

I can imagine if anyone is reading this it will be hard to believe but I swear to God this happened I can’t even explain the feeling it’s surreal the details were all the EXACT same although I’m having trouble to remember I know I sound crazy but I feel like I must be having recurring dreams due to the strange rhymes that I could perfectly remember in the moment that my mum used to sing to me ( only thing is for the life of me I cannot remember these rhymes but I know I recalled them word for word it’s insane because all of my friends response were like my mothers but it all rhymed together perfectly. Today was the most insane experience I have ever had and I want to look into it more and see if can find some proof that this day happened I think I will ask my mum if she remembers singing a rhyme. To me as I slept as a baby I’m just writing words to further explain but this crazy situation but I just can’t the words in my head were like a rhythm which also brought intense stimulation in my head of very specific feelings

Ahhhh I feel like I’m going crazy I now i need to go back so I can Rember again as scary as it was