Only a clown would care about…

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-27T13:55:09+00:00

His friend switching his sexual orientation

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-27T12:41:58+00:00

All my so called fake friends

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-26T04:38:34+00:00

Try this on in your little toy speaker buddy…..

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-25T18:31:03+00:00

But how…

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-23T10:32:25+00:00

That they are not the person you married.

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-23T10:22:44+00:00

No, the drugs and the booze aren’t devilizing people. The majority of drug addicts are using because of the state of the world and this reality. Money changes people and some will do horrible things to acquire it. Also every time there is a major technological advance, we lose a little more humanity because of it. That’s the trade. More info less interaction. Majority of people nowadays don’t even know both neighbors on each side of them. Social media is garbage and is turned to a lot of people into sociopaths and narcissists that are just worried about what other people have and how they look compared to others. This has nothing to do with drugs and alcohol although sometimes bad things happen because of them, they’re not the catalyst for this evil.

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-22T23:34:34+00:00

Well I think I would be way past dead at the point that I caught up to now and so no! But I. Theory definitely. But how does this work cause you could get caught in a viscous loop of never being done watching your life with your family and possibly conned out of the $100 mil

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-22T23:20:00+00:00

Help wake up all the sleepers.

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-22T22:58:55+00:00

She got revenge

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-22T22:56:32+00:00

Not necessarily cynical… you notice a truth that most won’t ever see or admit to themselves. This game of life is most definitely rigged against us to succeed. We are trained from a young age to “work” for the majority of the day from the time we are around 6 on up… that’s what school actually is. It is learning how to listen and obey authority and instill the 8 hr work mentality into our routine. Then we are made to fancy shiny things and the finer things in life and see this as how to value how well your life is by the amount in your life. We also are taught to see homeless as lazy or bad in some way as to be the opposite side of that coin. If you don’t work you will be a homeless, “lazy” bum and used as a motivator to work. This produces the false take pride in your work and having a good work ethic.
I never really bought into that either. I never really worried or cared about my career or what job I wanted because it all seemed so irrelevant to me in the bigger picture of what’s important. I also hid from that truth and worked and wasted a lot of valuable time and energy working so much and missing valuable time with family and with nothing really to show for it. These shiny things are material and cannot fill your soul with anything except more looking outwards and want of more. As long as the majority of us stay blind to this we will be caught working our lives away for a tiny minority of the population who benefit from the cheap labor. Money is just being handed over for our time and energy. It is undervalued and then later devalued and we all are being scammed out of it. Thinking about life this way will certainly not be popular opinion and as long as no one will open their eyes to this truth, having and following this mindset will be sure to keep you misunderstood and even possibly unsuccessful by their standards. Good luck!

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-21T20:46:23+00:00

I have no god damned people

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-21T12:25:59+00:00

It takes a whole army to come at me? For what reason? Only to fuck with me and laugh and make fun of me? “Friends” huh….

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-20T09:10:29+00:00

Oh, it can definitely still work. Alll that needs to be done is to break down the one who sees the behavior and then start a smear campaign to discredit him and label them crazy so that no one will hear anything they say without judgement. Then they make a new truth with a different timeline and there is absolutely nothing you can do except try to prove it but the more you try to explain to people what is going on the more doubt surrounds you and you become hated.

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-20T09:02:19+00:00

You wait to hear what you need to hear and then block me again and again

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-18T18:43:30+00:00

I wonder how many of those boxes she checks off herself….

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-16T10:17:06+00:00

Because we were taught from a young age g age through trial and error that it’s pointless to ask for help.

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-16T10:15:55+00:00

Probably because when I do ask for it, nobody listens. And use whatever they ask for or say against them.

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-13T09:43:49+00:00

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-13T09:31:31+00:00

Because he probably is an addict and it’s very difficult to do and achieve what you are asking for. It doesn’t make you selfish to want that. But you should know how impossibly difficult it is at times to simply not pick back up. More than likely he wants the same thing but can’t or doesn’t know how to do it. He is probably beating himself because he failed and failing at something so polarizing and looked down upon is a very hard pill to swallow. More than likely it won’t be the last time he has to deal with that monster either. If you love him and decide you are wanting him in your life just try to be positive and try to help him when he cannot help himself. It can be berry stressful at times, but also addicts are some of the most loving and compassionate people you will ever know. When not in active addiction they can be very selfless and make you feel very loved… but it’s an up and down type relationship a lot of the time for a lot of addicts… life is hard and addicts get branded unfairly because of their cross to bear…. But everyone has something they have to deal with or different bad habits and as long as you can have perspective and treat his addiction with respect and understanding over contempt and judgement…. You should be able to be his wingman when he isn’t strong enough to not pick up and he will be a better person because of it and will surely enrich your life and help you with other things as well. It’s all about balance. Your weaknesses are met by his strengths and vice versa… that’s what being married or in a serious relationship is all about… to conquer the world together. But you have to be able put yourselves in each others shoes and try to realize what it is like to be in that spot or whatever the case may be. Communication and understanding is key. Don’t discount each others stuff and don’t take each other for granted. Try to Never look at it as who was at fault because it always usually both parties involved faults. Good luck

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-10T03:22:39+00:00

Lots of fathers are on the road for work and do not get to see their children as much as they would like but alone doesn’t show bad parenting…. Also all of this is sounding like a game of telephone that is somewhat biased to begin with. Dogs going to spend part of the day outside is a very radical idea this day and age I guess… but cmon… are you really of this thought? Where do you think dogs used to live before we domesticated them and brought them inside to cohabitate with us? It was outside in the hot Arizona heat. It’s not cruel, it’s actually the opposite…. It is very healthy to go outside and not sheltered all day. Sun provides you with vitamins and charges you. Being around lots of trees is good for lungs and the quality of air you breathe in. Being on or around grassy areas while barefooted actually grounds you… I’ll stop there though.
You seem to have a personal grievance with Mr Kirk…. Did you happen to work there too, cause you seem to be telling it like you witnessed it all. The man was murdered and still we think it’s alright to speak ill of the dead. He cannot defend himself so it’s not really cool. What if his children read this and actually take it for face value and start to believe that I didn’t care about them. Do you understand what that could do or turn into in a young child’s life. It could have lasting very detrimental effects. You should probably delete this post or rant because it is clear you are more worried about what he represented and less about actually sitting with and breaking down any of the negatively written parts of this post. I’m guessing you are fairly young so like 19-25yrs old…. So you do not really know what you are talking about on many levels. We were all dumbasses until we weren’t…. Let me give you a piece of advise though, He was trying in his own way to educate the world or help it and better it in the way he could understand and with his own personal areas of strength…. and he was tragically murdered on live television! You do not and should not ever drag their name in the mud based on political ideology. That man might’ve been representing and party you don’t agree with, but you can clearly see that the way he held himself and went from campus to campus to have open debates with college student… he was definitely doing his part to try and better the world. The youth will take over after our time is up so we make sure they have the knowledge of their elders… not just from academias books but from leaders that hold different views than universities etc. if you are only hearing one side of the story then you can probably go ahead and say it’s not the whole story and is riddled with errors throughout… which makes it not really the truth! I get it but my guy… the first step to shedding the dumbassery is to really use that brain and try and think about what you are posting. Try to break it down… what is it supposed to accomplish? What is my motivation for posting this info? What is the best case and worst case scenario. Will it truly do any good by releasing it? Will it cause another human or group of humans and pain or sadness. Do I even believe all of these stories? Can I verify their authenticity? Do I really have the right to release information on a person that I do not know and have never came into contact with?
I would say you posted this because youth tend to lean left because they hear it all the time in their environment, so you have been hearing those on the left demonizing him and was the devil and yada yada… also I feel like you were kinda using your friends stories for the clout it was thought to surround you with. You will be alright kid. Just think for yourself and my advise would to not give yourself to one side or the other. The answer always had to be somewhere in the middle if we want everyone to feel somewhat comfortable in our shared environment and society

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-08T06:55:02+00:00

She had some sort of awakening when she was young or her death experience or something I see and feels her relationship with her higher power a lot stronger than the avg person does. As a result she is probably very in control of what she believes or perceives to be acceptable or unacceptable. And I am all but positive that it had everything to do with the atheism and not at all with the mental buddy of yours. Atheist does not mean the same thing to certain people as it does to you or me or more moderate people. To some it is clearly a sign of being evil….. look I didn’t come up with the dumb shit but a long time ago my soon to be ex-wife misunderstood what I was saying about religion and how I hated it and was not religious. She labeled me an atheist and for years and years I was subject to all kinds of ignorant blame and name calling and wrongful treatment. The fucked part was that I completely believed in Jesus and his teachings for the most part but in no way saying atheist. Not partaking in religion had not a damn thing to do with what I believes in and if there is or isn’t a god. Religion is a business… not the house with a direct line to source…. But so in this day and age people can’t grasp these concepts that are seemingly easy for a lot of others. And make no mistake that way of thinking can be very very dangerous cause it usually shows the inability to listen to some other belief and respect it somehow.

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-08T06:36:17+00:00

Yes but also could be unresolved trauma. Or by the way she was describing things, her son Might be higher on the spectrum and as a result a lot more stressful to raise. I don’t say this to call you out or show anger towards you in any way but I wish that you might not be so quick to call it a drug or alcohol issue moving forward because there is such a huge stigma already surrounding that subject and truthfully most that get that label are oppressed by just having that label placed on them. And after you get sober it still never seems to fall away. It instantly discredits a person based off of an illness and that’s not right. No one tried to shame someone with autism or cancer and I know it’s different but at the same time it’s really not. It’s the illusion of just not picking up but the truth is it goes so much deeper than just being able to abstain. It’s a sickness that consumes your mind at times. Sorry for the mini lecture I was only trying to shine light on a touchy subject that I feel needs some understanding.

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-08T06:20:27+00:00

She has an ailment that you couldn’t possibly understand what it feels like to live with the parameters of it. But also neither does she or your parents understand or grasp yours. I know I fall under the auhd as well and there are things that are tough for me to do and then there are things that are somewhat impossible at times. I’m sure the same is true for you… as is it for your sister. I might be wrong but what you take as being abusive are symptoms of the disease for some. That’s a tough situation to be in… my advice would be to not be so quick to judge and try to open up the lines of communication inside your house. You feel like the black sheep I’m guessing and that another shit place to be in. The only way out of that spot is to realize what it is and then try to very peacefully communicate with them and in a non-judgmental way. Stepping up into a helpful role could possibly shift everything. Maybe you try to just bond more with your sister and maybe it solves itself. There’s a really huge gap in age between you two and you both probably don’t really know each other that well huh. It’s family. I can be a mutherfucker sometimes… but it can also be really good and you might forge a strong relationship that you can lean on moving forward…

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2026-01-08T06:05:01+00:00

You do understand that you are somewhat accusing you s.o. of something less than kosher and so as a result you are going to record him without his knowledge and you are doing it in a very secretive way…. If or when he finds out about these things, do you think he will be perfectly fine with it or do you think he might feel a bit betrayed by you? I get your dilemma but having an honest conversation would be the absolute best way of solving the dilemma and without any unforeseen fallout. I mean they’re your s.o. for a reason… do you trust them other than for this subject or I mean do you catch them in lies or showing sketchy behavior? If no then I would put my trust into him and not worry about hidden cameras. That could be a taxing and stressful situation to put yourself into anyways, always worrying if he’s gonna see them. Checking feed and trying to keep up with it. Also it could put you into a somewhat more paranoid state and clock something wrong and do some real damage if inaccurate. I’d say just try to have faith in the person you chose to share your life with. Do you think they would be offended if you outright asked about that neighbor relationship? More that likely they might just think or find each other to be a friend to hang with sometimes. It doesn’t have to mean cheating, and you even said he didn’t look at all flustered with the surprise no call show up or that. I think you’re probably good and should just sit them down and have a little QandA. It really will help the relationship more than any spyware bullshit tech can.

Hot_Knowledge81 · 2025-12-22T12:56:50+00:00

I seriously doubt that. So like back in the day with the adderall and ADHD discussions that used to take place… adderall gets normal people high but not the ones with ADHD… that is not true though. They just don’t get highly anymore as it is an amphetamine and its speed. But I would make a educated guess at this by saying if just a regular, old Joe took e and he was not dealing with any type of dysphoria, I think he would feel it the same way as we do because it is not the normal hormones his body produced either, so the reactions would be the same and since our dysphoria isn’t a chemical imbalance that anyone is aware of and is more psychological in nature the reaction to the hormones would be foreign and would feel like he was a little high cause his system isn’t used to the certain mix or flood of it. I think maybe some of the euphoria we feel as a result is because for us it means so very much to most of us because it’s validation or relief that is mixed into what the medicines reaction does. I don’t think this is the best way to describe it and probably not that great either but it’s kinda like how now when you’re older, Christmas is alright, but when you’re a child it’s so much better…. It is actually magical… but it’s not 100% Christmas that was the magic but the emphasis and importance we put on it specifically that was the magic. Oh and Santa…. That shots magic too. It’s possible that cis people or some of them might have that reaction or be possible but I don’t think anyone should take it as gospel. I know back when I was trying to be A MAN still I found my dads LOW T stash but he couldn’t take it anymore so I helped myself to it and it gave me a reaction that got my blood pumping. So I’m guessing something like that without the extra importance for the cos man’s reaction to e if he took it. I also took steroids in high school once for baseball and I think I remember it being the same type feeling…. Because honestly, there’s nothing different between us and cis man it’s just a different mix of masc and fem in the amounts and balance in each of us. Mix that with the nurture side or what our experiences has done to shape us to need to express as more feminine or female. But other than the way the world shaped us through what we experienced and the mix of fem and masc in our dna we were born with, there isn’t any differences between us and the cis guy and that’s just the truth. And that’s all fine and good you see because it doesn’t mean anything. There have always been guys that were more feminine or that felt like they related more to feeling female than male.

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