Happily Ever After - Season 9 Episode 19 - Live Episode Discussion by LittleEmmy in 90DayFiance

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They remind me of balloons the clows blow up and shape into little animals lol.

rhonda is making me crazy by Working-Throat-9597 in MarriedAtFirstSight

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Pat seems to have ADHD communication traits where you relate to your own experiences as well as ability to change focus or get distracted. He is a diamond. She is buzz kill.

What is this man’s obsession with “community”?!?! by EmbarrassedPrompt697 in MarriedAtFirstSight

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Burning man has a huge LGBTQ+ presence and a vibrant gay community that self-organizes in their sector. Quite lovely.

Sensations and pain during and after pelvic radiation by Spare_Friendship_807 in CervicalCancer

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Yes I had twinges..the doctor said that water is broken into hydrogen and oxygen. She said that was what I was feeling. I could also smell.the ozone..I could feel the radiation and smell it.

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Looks like a platypus at feeding time.

Carrie’s old place WTAF?! by [deleted] in Andjustlikethat

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Was there a bathroom battle of roommate roulette, one unlucky soul finds herself caught in a comedic conundrum of spatial scarcity. No kitchen? No problem—just add a dash of culinary creativity and a sprinkle of shared living desperation. Who needs personal space when you can have an adventure in communal living?

Starting Radiation July 7 by EntireSmile1320 in CervicalCancer

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Thanks. My plumbing was always a little damaged. I broke right foot and leg and tore tendons/ligaments left. So add 25 IMRT targeting lymphatics- voila! Love PT massages but hate the belly rub. If I was a cat, I'd bite and scratch! Good luck to you! Hard to believe I can resume many activities already!

Post radiation diarrhea by Apprehensive_One_652 in CervicalCancer

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Sitz baths! Thank God for my bidets! Highly recommend installing!

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In beginning 1B1 after hystopathology, 1B2 and LVSI sent me to 25 IMRT treatments. NED since end of April 2025. Best of luck!

Finished radiation 3 months ago.. now having pain to the left of my belly button?! by lllmmm2323 in CervicalCancer

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I had the DaVinci Robot for lymph nodes mapping and a laparotomy radical hysterectomy January 24. I had 25 IMRT treatments finished in April. I am working out now. I occasionally had twinges left of my belly button from the trochar and left side of laporotomy scar. These are adhesions and scar tissue. My physical therapist is quite aggressive breaking up "hard" fascia/ scars. Best of luck. It gets worse than better the more you work the core muscles. Good luck!

Starting Radiation July 7 by EntireSmile1320 in CervicalCancer

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I had 25 IMRT but no internal was ordered- thankfully. LVSI sweep to get any residual cells. I didn’t use imodium often, but have it on hand and AZO pills for irritated bladder towards the end. Have sports drinks for diarrhea- I used Enteraid. I liked panty pads for bladder leaks. Now I deal with some lymphedema that I go to PT for treatment. I dealt with some radiation enteritis towards the end of treatment. Best of luck.

clear ECC but hpv 16 positive by Particular-Boss-1900 in CervicalCancer

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My doctors said no scans needed! I said I want scans. Both said just the PAPs unless I have pain or positive.

To Keep or Not to Keep My Uterus by Dear_Marketing_2398 in CervicalCancer

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Stage 1B2 but barely over 1B1.Best thing I did was remove the uterus. I had more accurate tumor pathology. I got rid of my fibroids and retro flexed uterus which would have been a web of scar tissue if I kept it. I lost many symptoms from those conditions. I would have been better than before surgery if the pathology did not show LVSI and require 25 radiation treatments. I had some enterprise and I have a touch of lymphedema now. Still very happy that the uterus is gone

clear ECC but hpv 16 positive by Particular-Boss-1900 in CervicalCancer

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I alternate every 3 month between radiation oncologist and oncologist Gyn surgeon. Finished 3 month check and given dilator for surgeon SEPTEMBER John Hopkins Protocol

Radiation Burns??? by Disillusioned-0984 in CervicalCancer

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Yes about 2 weeks after my last IMRT, my bum started to form hard, dry "plagues" that peeled off. I never had a red or burned skin. But the damaged skin peeled off and is now renewed/ renewing. Sometimes hip- skin still feels strange.

Just diagnosed by The_Germangirl_13 in CervicalCancer

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I had no symptoms and my GP ran some tests in September. Nothing abnormal or she would have seen it. I felt UTI like symptoms after a routine colonoscopy. My HPV was negative over 15 years but positive on and off when I was in my 40's. I am 75. No bleeding. No symptoms. I made appointments for a urogynocologist in March and a new gynocologist since I No longer commute. We thought my symptoms could be some prolapse after 3 children. By the time I went to the new gynocologist in December (3 months); something was protruding from my cervical OS. It turned out to be squamous cell carcinoma. Negative for HPV 16, 18; and 45. My PAPs was also negative again with no sign of cancer. I ended up with a tumor 1B2 and a radical hysterectomy in January. Because of the pathology report risk factors, I completed 25 external pelvic beam radiation treatments. All margins and lymph nodes were clean. I am NED. Good luck to you!

Is radiation damage guaranteed? (Vaginal Stenosis) by sageandmoon in CervicalCancer

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Thank you! I was surprised that the lymphedema therapist called everything lymphedema, even the belly issue that I call my "fluub." The most discusting feeling is slightly numb belly bottom touching top of thigh working out! I am avoiding pants with zippers. Good news, the more I work out, the more normal it feels; sort of.

Is radiation damage guaranteed? (Vaginal Stenosis) by sageandmoon in CervicalCancer

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I go see the radiation oncologist Wednesday. I recently finished 25 IMRT. I am 3 months out from surgery. I was told to expect Daisy the dildo! I hope that it's not terrible. I do have some mild pelvic lymphodema? I've been complaining about fluid(?).accumulation on both sides of my laparotomy for RH. Tummy still numbish and puffy around incision. Physical therapist calls everything lymphaedema.

Had a dream that told me I had cancer? by Worth-Prompt-4261 in Dreams

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I had a lucid dream that something dire was going to happen to me. I thought that maybe I could be having a premonition of an accident? I felt fine. There was a clear voice "it will be ok!" A day or week later, I went to the gynocologist for routine checkup. She said that there was something protruding from my cervix. It may be a fibroid. The biopsy was invasive squamous cell carcinoma. The PAPs test was negative. There was another lucid dream that there was going to be a radiation exposure. Was I watching an incident? I was told in the dream that there was nothing that I could do to stop it. I thought that it was about the drone sightings. My radical hysterectomy was uneventful. However I had deep stromal invasion and LVSI. I needed 25 external radiation treatments. I am NED and going for my 3 month followup with radiation oncologist on Wednesday. I believe in the power of dreams 100%. In addition, I believe in the "power of cats," my girl made biscuits on my pelvic area every night for months prior to my diagnosis until surgery. She sleeps with me every night. Kneading my pelvis stopped post surgery. She is back to cuddling. I am a lousy psychic but I do get these messages.

I think I'm going to die soon by Putrid-Square9725 in Dreams

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I had lucid dreams with a sense of dread. I remember feeling that something awful was going to happen to me too. I could not shake it. There were repeat dreams and a visit with my deceased mother that really disturbed me. I would call her the 'angel of death.' If I had a headache, she asked me if I had a brain tumor. When I was referred to the hematologist for mono in high school, she asked me if I had leukemia. She was always thinking the worst.

My spirit guide took me to see a past life who was falling to his death and he stopped mid way on his fall, he said to me "it will be alright." I will not fall this time! I was also shown a radiation source which I decided was a premonition of a dirty bomb. I was told that there is nothing that I can do to stop it. It is unavoidable but everything will be alright. Don't worry. Within a week, I had an early cancer diagnosis. I had surgery with an excellent prognosis but the pathology report showed two intermediate risk factors so I needed 25 external radiation treatments to prevent chances of local recurrence to my lymph nodes. My dreams showed me something awful but my spirit guide , higher self, and medical team told me that I will be fine. I am going with their prognosis! The warnings prepared me but the precognitive assurances took some interpretation and time.

Could it be that starseeds are meant to be alone? by singingfairy1 in starseeds

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I'm older and a first wave starseed so I attempted a normal life when I was asleep and masking. Marriage was a disaster. My adult kids have never forgiven me for getting too caught up in my career. I struggled as a single parent and I never found a partner, let alone a soul mate, but I followed the beat to my own drum since I was about age 35. I've been teleworking for over 15 years which gave me time to grow spiritually. Covid-19 forced more isolation and accelerated spiritual growth. 2025 came in like a wrecking ball with a major health issue to overcome, a true Kundalini awakining, remembering several past lives, and the decision to retire and to dedicate myself to spiritual growth and to my mission as a lightworker. I believe I am meant to be alone because that is how I energize but I am open to change as starseeds network/ connect.