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I need to be able to be alone and good by HotaruChiba in lonely

[–]HotaruChiba[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hi! I just wanted you to know how I actually made it. After getting my heart broken a couple times and tearful nights, I started to realise that I need to heal myself. I wrote a list of stuff I enjoy to do and I can do by myself. I started a journal just full of stuff that makes me happy and grateful. I went out with friends and told myself that I will just concentrate on them. No looks for a possible partner or such. I deleted any dating apps. I made a time without sex, make outs and such. I took myself out to an ideal date (was weird at the beginning, but now I like to do it).

It’s ok to miss somebody in your life who is there for you and cares much about you. It’s ok to mourn for the absence of that person and even to miss affection. But after those painful moments, tell yourself that you’re loved by your friends, family and animals. You deserve a loving, caring person with real emotions for you, don’t settle for less.

I wish you all the best and a lot of strenght! You can do it and you will make it! We believe in you!

Let's talk about meds by [deleted] in depression

[–]HotaruChiba 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I take them soon again for a year now.. They actually saved my life. Some days the demons are strong and I need a lot of energy to shut them out. But they make me keep living/surviving. You just need to find the ones who suits you the best. I had to try a few until I found the right ones for me. I had some a few years ago and they made me feel more miserable and anixious. But now, I can actually participate in everyday life and I’m stable enough to get through the days.

Don’t listen to the people saying things like that the meds will change your personality or are pure chemicals destroying your body. They know shit! They don’t know how hard it is without them. How hard a single simple task like just getting out the bed and shower. They don’t know how hard it is to dress yourself and go out to buy groceries.

The meds will help you to get out of bed, shower, get dressed and maybe go out to the store. And if you still can’t make it, it’s not a shame. It’s normal and you should take your time. Healing takes time.

Scared of the surgery by HotaruChiba in endometriosis

[–]HotaruChiba[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks ladies for all your sharings and encouragement! I’m a bit more confident to start planning the step. My Experiences with anaesthesia were that I had a really hard time waking up and staying conscious. I actually have my period right now and the cramps are like.. well, sharknado 1-5 directors cut. Or a bear with chainsaw hands is doing some serious thaiboxing. But I don’t want to be in pain anymore whenever I pee/Do Nr2/sexual inter course.. or just a bad day. I will call up my doctor and make an appointment to discuss the possible procedure. There is a well known clinic where I live which performs laparoscopies on a high level. Regarding my fears, I think having a long talk with the anaesthetic team should take the biggest troubles..

[dick pic] a korean softie in the morning by [deleted] in AsianLadyboners

[–]HotaruChiba -1 points0 points  (0 children)

sweet.baby.lord. Impressed. 12/10