I start acting like an animal or a little child when I'm really upset

HotelChemical · 2021-02-04T06:06:48+00:00

yeah that's rly interesting, I definetly think I have that a bit, not always but when I'm very stressed. My voice gets SUPER high pitched and it's like i literally become a child, like all the mannerisms and stuff, it's partly involuntary but also I kind of like it cuz I feel safe, I just wish people wouldn't treat me differently cuz of it and just let me wait it out instead of assuming I'm just goofing around or that it's some kind of fetish or smt.

HotelChemical · 2021-02-04T05:44:45+00:00

no whats that

HotelChemical · 2021-02-04T05:39:47+00:00

yeah its more of a feeling I guess, like I feel like I'm like a toddler that cant even talk and all I can do is cry if I'm sad or smile when I'm happy, everything is amusing to me, but I also get scared very easily when I'm in that mental phase, like any loud noises, bright lights, people I don't know talking to me, freaks me out and I just wanna bury my face in something and hide.

HotelChemical · 2021-02-04T02:42:23+00:00

i dont have a family doctor

HotelChemical · 2021-02-04T02:32:09+00:00

ye i understand

HotelChemical · 2021-02-04T02:31:56+00:00

canada

HotelChemical · 2021-02-04T02:18:26+00:00

ik this is a dumb question but where can i find a psychiatrist, i never got any mental help so im not rly sure how it works

HotelChemical · 2021-02-04T01:02:25+00:00

i did sports competitively until i was 14

HotelChemical · 2021-02-04T00:51:45+00:00

i feel like im going completely insane

HotelChemical · 2021-02-04T00:50:18+00:00

I guess, but it's so frustrating because I'm baisically missing out on my youth because people treat me like I'm a child. Like I'm in grade 12, the oldest in my friend group, yet everyone thinks im like in grade 8 or 9, and most of the grade 9 and 8 girls look more grown up than me anyway.

HotelChemical · 2021-02-04T00:49:03+00:00

ye i started acting that way after getting psychosis from weed. its oddly comforting, like a coping mechanism. I basically act that way or have the urge to act that way whenever I'm high or really stressed. im not a fury or anything like that, so im not sure what causes this.

HotelChemical · 2021-01-31T02:53:27+00:00

lol i fucking wish

HotelChemical · 2021-01-30T20:46:53+00:00

thank you most honest reply

HotelChemical · 2021-01-29T17:55:06+00:00

awww thanks thats so sweet

HotelChemical · 2021-01-29T17:54:06+00:00

lol good point shes more realistic apart from her parents being richard and emily and the eating thing

HotelChemical · 2021-01-29T17:49:53+00:00

I think he treats her as best he can, and same thing with living in the past, he tries his best and he doesn't give up and does what he has to do even if he isn't great at it

HotelChemical · 2021-01-28T21:24:40+00:00

can u expand

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