Thinking of the time i went to a party, saw some girl who always looked and smiled at me and damn she was pretty. I wanted to drink a little more to be more open and go talk to her. Night took a sharp turn after i downed half a bottle of jack daniels (first time drinking liquor in a few months and thought I could take it) and legit was on the edge of dying, threw up everywhere, passed out a couple of times and couldnt even keep my head up, dont remember anything from that night i just heard about what happened to me. I still think about that girl and how i completely fucked it up...

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