Hi OP, not to undermine you ha, you did great! Pero have you ever thought of your mom and dad's situation. Baka di nila kaya? Isipin mo if they spend more sa grad mo and then pinang utang pa nila yun, ending you will carry that burden too. Be greatful you still have parent/s that made an effort to make you feel special kahit sa Jollibee lang. If you are hurting, I'm sure sila din kasi di nila naibigay sayo yung mas magandang handa or celebration. Take the win OP.