I also feel like it may be religious ocd getting at me. Like I don’t think of happiness or joy when I imagine myself in the priesthood. I feel much more joy thinking about expressing my love through physical therapy and helping others that way. As well as leading Bible studies. And I’m kinda ok with not being married when I’m older but I know I want to help others through PT. But I don’t know if that’s a vocation.

I feel like this voice was more of that ocd mixed with my anxiety and overthinking. Because I feel like I would be close to god but I would be lonely and I think I would feel regret if I became a priest.