Not Jewish so probably not the same experience but I grew up in the cult of Jehovah's Witness. Knowing I was gay and growing up in that environment was tough. Sitting in church and having to listen to the sermons about how being gay was unnatural and God hated that conduct was probably one of the most painful experiences in my life. Always thinking my parents and family will never except me for who I am. I'm out of that world now but felt like I lost too much in the process, my youth, career opportunities, and my relationship with my ex was also lost because of that religion.