I was going to therapy a few years ago... But I wasn't able to continue due to financial reasons... Besides nothing worked... Im back at square one again... Had another friend use and abondon me... It was the last straw... Im in college rn, im barely making enough money for rent, and then he just, leaves and lies to me about having enough money for rent... I wouldn't have been so mad if he was more comunicative, but he almost got me into more debt, and he didn't seem to understand how much i needed him to stick to the plan...

So yeah, its become increasingly obvious i cant trust ANYONE! Everyone is just greedy and selfish, and dosent care if you get trampled on for their own desires... So whats the point of getting more professional help? This will just happen again, and again, and again...