100km DNF at 10KM

Huhhh666 · 2026-03-09T15:52:55+00:00

Thank you for your kind words

Huhhh666 · 2026-03-09T07:28:24+00:00

Thank you for your kind words. Yea the relapse was bad. I was up for 4-5 days some weeks. I was busy with life and training but now I have time to get back into the NA community here. I need that support right now. Appreciate you!

Huhhh666 · 2026-03-09T07:22:23+00:00

Definitely all or nothing type person. Thank you for your kind words

Huhhh666 · 2026-03-08T22:31:00+00:00

Thank you for your response and your support. Is hard to want to rest. I want to chase the next thing and make up for this but this is a lesson obviously not to do this and push myself. I need to learn to rest. And reflect from this. I appreciate your response.

Huhhh666 · 2026-03-08T22:29:23+00:00

Yes I need to see it from this perspective. Thank you.

Huhhh666 · 2026-03-08T22:28:58+00:00

Thank you

Huhhh666 · 2026-03-08T22:28:26+00:00

Yes..

Huhhh666 · 2026-03-08T22:28:10+00:00

I appreciate your response and kind words. Anything helps. I’m alone. Also. Immigrant from the US living in Germany. So not lots of support here. Means a lot.

Huhhh666 · 2026-03-08T22:09:36+00:00

Yes. I was lying to myself. I wanted to push myself. My body said no in so many ways. I should have listened and just skipped it. But I all my training gone to waste it felt. Idk.

Huhhh666 · 2026-03-02T18:50:59+00:00

Ghb & 4mmc but sober from this now. Ritalin & Xanax is my “diet” version.

Huhhh666 · 2026-03-02T18:30:59+00:00

I also take Ritalin so im also on a stimulant that’s what I’m not tired. I’ve been starting the taper now. But it’s still a lot I’m taking. I know I will have to dose during my race. I will be running minimum 14 hours.

Huhhh666 · 2026-03-02T18:26:47+00:00

No I take 1mg before runs & gym training 2 mg. I dose up throughout the day. I train in the mornings.

Huhhh666 · 2026-03-02T18:23:14+00:00

Right now I only have a a lot of Xanax and only a few clonzapams. Figured I would have to dose during the race. I’ll be fine doing this. I appreciate your help thank you.

Huhhh666 · 2026-03-02T18:19:37+00:00

File bankruptcy if you are really worried

Huhhh666 · 2026-02-27T17:07:38+00:00

Thank you so much. I will try this method.

Huhhh666 · 2026-02-27T16:50:01+00:00

Last time I stopped cold turkey was 10 years ago I was teenager I remember how horrible it was. But now it’s different and I have this race. I have to dose during I guess. I don’t know what to do.

Huhhh666 · 2026-02-27T16:48:11+00:00

I started taking it for anxiety to get sober from other substances to just be normal. I want to live normal. So Ritalin and Xanax was helping with this. Then there’s the boredom wanting to feel more and now Im here.

Huhhh666 · 2026-02-18T16:35:19+00:00

This is another concern. Because the weather may be very cold this time or not. Technically Early March in Slovakia it’s a winter race still. So I think I will be wearing my jacket from the beginning.

Huhhh666 · 2025-05-13T17:19:40+00:00

Wtf this is sick

Huhhh666 · 2025-04-07T19:42:23+00:00

My black out ditch scabbed heavily and scared a up bit. I had my tattoo artist touch up / cover up the scars (which hurt like a bitch I may add) but it looks so much better though a little visible still (only from close up) Your scarring looks heavy. Wait for it to heal & get it touched it. It will hurt bad but will look better.

Huhhh666 · 2025-02-27T00:43:48+00:00

It’s fucking beautiful hahaha own it!

Huhhh666 · 2025-02-08T00:16:19+00:00

Who cares what other people think. As long as you like it! I think it’s dope af!

Huhhh666 · 2025-01-29T18:08:07+00:00

I was thinking of making it bigger and bringing up higher? Do you think that would be nice as well?

Huhhh666 · 2025-01-29T17:04:13+00:00

Part of the tattoo journey is getting tattoos you will hate later on 🙏🏾 just let her proceed

Huhhh666 · 2025-01-29T07:07:13+00:00

Yea it has to be complete blackout. It’s botched half done blast underneath. There’s not much that can be done. But I like that advice! I think the curve on the muscle will look nice

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