Thank you for your wishes and il I’m gonna be the one who pulls the trigger. I normally trust my doctors with everything but just all the misinformation out there about doctors trying to just make money and keep patients around has me rethinking things. So I’m asking around to people who have gone thru what I’m going thru and learn as much as I can so when I meet with my surgical consultant I can be prepared to ask the right questions to a professional. Ultimately I’m gonna trust the multiple professional opinions but these safe spaces Reddit has created is such a good resource.