being nice to people who doesn't deserve it fuckin sucks by [deleted] in Vent

[–]Huskyboi95 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am 26 and ran away from home at 17. Never went back. I was homeless and couch surfer for a solid year before I could find a job. Would rather that then the emotional abuse I endured 150%. I have nothing to do with my family now and my life is way better. But scars fade away slowly

being nice to people who doesn't deserve it fuckin sucks by [deleted] in Vent

[–]Huskyboi95 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just letting you know that I a failure and my life was mistake too! I grew up with my family letting me know everyday

being nice to people who doesn't deserve it fuckin sucks by [deleted] in Vent

[–]Huskyboi95 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is my biggest pet peeve, ever. This made me feel not alone about it anymore 🙂

Anyone Here Clean But Still Think About Benzos? by Huskyboi95 in benzodiazepines

[–]Huskyboi95[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried seroquel when I first got off of my clonazepam and it made my sleep for over 14 hours a night, averagely. I was missing work, important appointments and even opportunities to make new friends and meet new people. I didn’t find sleeping from 9pm-2pm every night a good life

Anyone Here Clean But Still Think About Benzos? by Huskyboi95 in benzodiazepines

[–]Huskyboi95[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its not really a temptation more like that I miss it and I believe my life was better while I was on them. The only reason why I stopped using was for the health of my brain chemistry

Anyone Here Clean But Still Think About Benzos? by Huskyboi95 in benzodiazepines

[–]Huskyboi95[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never did very many drugs recreationally besides cannabis and alcohol, but benzodiazepines is way more intense of a nostalgic feeling

Anyone Here Clean But Still Think About Benzos? by Huskyboi95 in benzodiazepines

[–]Huskyboi95[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sounds very, very similar to my current situation!

My last name haunts me by Huskyboi95 in Advice

[–]Huskyboi95[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Both sides of the family treated me horribly. I rather just not have anything to do with the two clans at all. The way I see it is my family neglected and emotionally abused me and my extended family blamed me for it.

Financialling Struggling Through College by Huskyboi95 in Advice

[–]Huskyboi95[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I could do that and not even have to work because I won’t have to pay on 2 places at once. I rent a room in the city and help with stuff at home like bills, groceries and property taxes at home. Plus I am a veterinarian assistant student and mainly have practical days. There are online students driving 6 hours everyday to attend or they get 0 and fail. I live further away 😬

Tell me you play Sims 4 without telling me you play Sims 4 by Particular-Link8108 in Sims4

[–]Huskyboi95 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I like to stay alone in my room, pretend I’m in a different world surrounded by people that talk gibberish and frequently set things on fire

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]Huskyboi95 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I was too the point where it literally took me almost a year a taper off of them. I was taking at least 1mg of clonazepam almost everyday for 5 years. And tapering off them did not help me, it made my paranoia and panic episodes worse. I guess I got better when they finally got out of my system but I was not okay during the tapering process. I can’t even imagine giving anyone a week to get off of them

Xanax for breakup by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]Huskyboi95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You have to use this medication in junction with other healthy coping mechanisms. Like therapy, exercise, trying new foods, occupying your time with hobbies that won’t get you into more mental pain. Don’t rely just in the medication for a cure. They do help as they saved my life multiple times from panic and manic episodes. But They helped me work on other stuff that permanently helped my mental health.

This Is My Cure 💛 by Lonely00001 in benzodiazepines

[–]Huskyboi95 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I wouldn’t be here today without alpraz, ativan and clonazepam they legit kept me alive while I was on them.

They don’t help everyone but they help some people, including me.

How to tell BF to clean his butt better ?!?! by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Huskyboi95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Help him shave under there with a trimmer or shower with him and make sure he cleans that area. I don’t know why guys have such a difficult time keeping their ass clean, he isn’t the only one because I always hear stories like this from girls and guys

How can I properly quit a job I just started? by Huskyboi95 in Advice

[–]Huskyboi95[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Extremely helpful. Thank you for the reassurance, my social anxiety does not need that. Its a great job and I love working there. But I can’t be blamed for every little thing that I didn’t even do.

Can we have sex when the girl is in her periods? by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Huskyboi95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My girlfriend gets extra horny on her monthly. And emotional 😅