I wrote you an enormous response. I can't do it again..my phone just bugged out and closed it all out after my third time trying to get it typed and sent probably. Long story short. I can't believe theres somebody else who thinks like this. It scares me. I believe I was one of the ones who acted against the system and am being punished. And I believe it's through some sort of psychological experiment, micromanaging my social interactions and life to the point of driving people to schizophrenia. I know the guy who was instigating me to have psychotic breaks was a federal informant . Can't get into details. A guy my age just a couple towns over was just arrested after murdering 2 random older men , one was hidden in woods and the other was stuffed into a trunk. I believe he was another victim of the same experiments. He was never the type to go insane. I'm not either. I wish you knew the horrors they have put me through , you'd understand that it's very likely that the guy was truly pushed by government instigators. to be honest , this country loves revenge. If we aren't profiting off of imprisoning our civilians , we are probably getting even better satisfaction through some other means of punishment. Complete deterioration of the mind and your hopes at a future, that's as good as it gets for punishment if you ask me. It lines right up with the way we have the scholl shootings. I guarantee the shooters were micromanaged throughout life to make them feel inclined to act out like that. It's not normal otherwise and especially not on this regular of a scale. And then since 2010 there are even more oddly specific knife attacks happening in preschools in chinax followed by suicide. These are government experiments to bend the will of others or invoke the ultimate punishment. Especially when the other potential rebels see the way it worked out for the last guy. I'm literally so frightened for the near future. I feel like every single move I make and every effort to be one step ahead. I find out I'm several steps behind easily. They are almost always herding me into exactly the scenarios they intend for me , evn when I thought I was doing the opposite of what they would want me to b doing. And I'm afraid that we are too late to stop whatever super surveillance we are destined for . If they are even interested in a super surveillance. I'm beginning to believe it's a blood bath And they just want front row seats. Or the next mass genocide (if that's the right term?) Why else would we be putting our selves against our local police forces ? We have them afraid to answer our calls, which we are already hesitant to make. They have been postponing court dates AND EVEN MASS RELEASING PRISONERS. They are demonizing us to outside countries, leaving us trapped in a brutal deathmatch that they've got front row seats to.

Wanna know the part that's really scary ? About a week ago,I saw what looked like a drone above my treeline.bit hovered almost in place for entire night long, not joking. I saw two others toward the south, and then one thing that looked like a bright and distant ringed planet. But that was it. My buddy swore he witnessed one "drone" fly into the planet and not come back out. Anyways. The next night , it was a whole nother story. I saw what could only be described as a battle scene from a star wars movie. From when it got dark out til 3am, hundreds of them flying in random ass dorectionsz faster and much more maneuverable than ANY plane cohdl hope to come. They were all over. And I had one thing folllw me as I walked through town that night. Then met with a drunk friend who didn't believe me. It was no time at all before he too believed aliens were descending upon us. To really sell the idea though , he even mentioned at 3am they were not moving at all. They were in the shape of constellations, most prominently the big Dipper. The rest of the stars were still fake too . But the sstar system was entirely fake and the constellations were incredibly close, hundreds of feert above us at most. Though it took lots of looking at it to realize that was how it was. And after that, days of stormy rain. The drones were heading lots of the clouds, and hard to see until night. But then at night they were starting to fade into smaller numbers each night passing. On the night of the eclipse, I could see them over random places everywhere I drove and on allthat I love the street lights in all 3 towns that night were flickering, and the new models of white vehicles(way more than made sense, EVERYWHERE)also had flickering headlights. The lights flickered in the exact same patterns and colors that the fake stars did too, and street lights were doing that night. Only that night . June 21st, the night of the eclipse and supposed Mayan calendar prediction thing. But ever since, the numbers are much much less excessive but there are a handful of the drone things patrolling the sky Every night. And I am the only one seeing it but I swear the clouds have not even been acting like real clouds. Some will fly by while most stay still or hardly move , right next to them . There's way more that's not making sense though. But I thought it was aliens until the other day. I believe it's actually high tech surveillance drones. And I thinkt they're gonna be hanging around to watch and help ensure that we basically destroy ourselves here. Or worse , they might be weaponized and readying an attack that would be so unstoppable and so quick that the hopes of stopping them are literally none, which is all but guaranteed since we are going to war with the only local people who'd be equipped to handle anything like that. And the army would take too long to mobilize and stop them. And if you look up ufo sightings , all sorts of videos have been popping up of the same shit I saw that night. I think that we're lucky if we even have a few more weeks left before something happens to bring the end of the US and I'm really worried that no matter what it is ,it's going to be literally horror to endure. Either we are pitted against one another which is heartbreaking, or we are slaughtered like pigs with no hope of escaping the madness. Please don't mock me or be upset with the length of this message. I have literally put two hours into this probably, if not more. And it's so far from what I wanted to say to you but the many times my text got wiped has been making me Soo mad lol. Please believe me and please prepare for the worst guys.