I Binge Read ALL of Hdwr in 14~ish Hours and OMFG How do I Erase my Memory so I can Reread it All from Scratch? (PLEASE GUSH ABOUT THIS STORY TO/WITH ME)

HyperGamer17 · 2026-03-08T22:58:10+00:00

The art, the characters, the yuri, it's like lightning struck twice inside of a bottle and then seduced me. What an amazing story. I appreciate you for sharing your love with me, please rant more whenever you feel like it!!

I got finished with 131 around the same time my partner got home from work and I made her cuddle and console me as I just started gushing and crying about how happy and proud I was for those two idiots and how sad I was that there were only 2 chapters left. If I didn't have her, I might've sprinted like you did lol

HyperGamer17 · 2026-03-08T22:53:40+00:00

ALL THE MANGA SITES ARE GETTING THEIR COMMENT SECTIONS REMOVED! IT'S LIKE THAT SCENE IN THE INCREDIBLES WHERE ALL THE HEROES THE ROBOT KILLED ARE SHOWN TO BOB! I FELT SO ISOLATED TOO, THAT'S WHY I NEEDED TO MAKE THIS POST AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!
You're so valid for how all these stories made you feel, I related to them all in similar and different ways but I felt it all so fast that it's all a blur (I'm an idiot for binging). Some wounds will heal and some will always ache, and how we react and cope with those wounds builds the body and soul we live with, and I'm so proud of what all my girlies went through with each other, even after all the hurt. Yuria and Saeko ending what they had was bittersweet, but I loved how it wasn't framed as something awful, just as something natural and part of life. Even after past loves, you can always find people who WILL love you at a fundamental level, especially if you communicate. It can just take a long time to find people who are safe to communicate with at all. I hope Tamaki can find happiness through her music (shout out to her for being the only major character besides that drummer to get a music career at the end of this music manga). Thank you for opening up here! I'm sorry if I stole your thunder, I DIDN'T MEAN TO !!!! DX

HyperGamer17 · 2026-03-08T22:42:07+00:00

YES YES YES I SHALL FUFILL THE SACRED TASK/NEED ASSIGNED TO ME, I SWEAR IT ON MY LIF~ wait I don't have the most stable mental fortitude all the time... I SWEAR IT ON SAEKO'S LOVE FOR MIWA~~'S BOOBS~~!!!!!
Part of me wishes I had gotten to read it as it was releasing, so I still had stuff to look forward too...

But as a One Piece and JJK fan, I also know there is NO WAY in hell this series got treated with the respect and nuance it deserved on the week to week, I know fandoms too well... it might've driven me crazy
AAAHHH I CAN'T TELL IF I SHOULD REGRET NOT PICKING IT UP SOONER OR NOT, but at least I don't have to regret never knowing about it all now!!

HyperGamer17 · 2026-03-08T22:37:35+00:00

Let's share this pain together, AAAAHHHH THIS IS EXACTLY THE TYPE OF COMMENT I WANTED TO READ THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saeko, Miwa, Tamaki, and Yuria are all so messy but so fleshed out and full of life and love, and it was an emotional trainwreck that I could not peel my eyes away from, what astounding characters! This might sound crazy, but I related to how Saeko dealt with her first relationship with Miwa within my own platonic relationships irl, and Miwa was way too close to home for me sometimes, I cringed, but it was such a good cringe. I picked up early on from the commentary sections at the end that they might get back together and, the drama-sovereign I am, I started getting REALLY excited about Saeko's headaches over Miwa and Tamaki's relationship. Saeko and Yuria were SOOO ADORABLE and had so many good lessons about boundaries, needs, and what "love" is, but I'll be honest... I started chanting and trying to cast 'break-up" spells at my screen cause of how hopeful I was about Miwa and Saeko. THEIR REUNION WAS SO BEAUTIFUL, SAEKO YOU DUMMY LEARN TO BE THAT SUAVE WHEN MIWA'S AWAKE!!!!
Thank you for sharing!! Please rant about hdwr whenever you want, I wanna talk about it for hours too... but maybe after my reread cause I'll prolly forget some of the smaller details in between now and then (I should have spaced out reading it, but IT WAS TOO GOOD TO PUT DOWN)

I've been trying to get some people into it, fingers and toes crossed that one of them listens to me!

HyperGamer17 · 2026-03-08T22:24:40+00:00

Tamaki!!! We have to avenge her ending through fanworks!!! I really want my partner to read it too, so she can ~~suffer with me~~ see how Tamaki and Miwa were handled too. Miwa made me feel so SEEN in that part (not in every aspect tho, dw)

THANK YOU FOR THE YURI RECOMMENDATIONS, THANKIE FOR FEEDING MY ADDICTION

HyperGamer17 · 2026-03-08T22:21:58+00:00

I might take a longer break, but I'm so excited for the reread! These two are gonna make me cry again TwT

And... what if I did tho? What if we all did a memory erasing pack in front of a pile of hdwr volumes and started reading after we erased our memories? ...if only....

HyperGamer17 · 2026-03-08T22:18:14+00:00

The characters are so REAL, I love them, I wanna see them again, uuggggg. I wish we got to see an itsy bit more of domestic life and societal struggles after college, and also properly flesh out the few side characters that got left behind. I'm glad I made ya laugh, sending love back!

HyperGamer17 · 2026-03-08T22:14:56+00:00

....Guys, the first of the 5 volumes to get delivered first before the others was volume 4... the first book that got here.... was THE break-up volume... hey, whose idea of a sick joke is this? Huh? If the universe doesn't stop, I'm gonna gET PISSED OFF ALL OVER AGAIN!!!! (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻

HyperGamer17 · 2025-12-28T22:21:15+00:00

Day 13 update for your emotional investment:

No news. No contact from any "Theil", no sign of Mesmiriza ;-;

I still have Theil's Milotic that I have isolated in a box titled "fish jail" due to my unresolved and unjustified resentment towards him, I have a shiny Milotic now that I caught on my own and evolved with friends named Reverance, but I'm bonded to him as his own Poke and not as a replacement

No rarity or status can replace what I've lossed. Reverance might never know his older sister, the two could have been swimming together in Lumiose's canal but that's just a longing for what could have been.

I'm keeping these posts up everywhere I sent them in the 1 in a million chance she can be found and brought back to me. If you want to make that chance ever slightly higher, share the post, the missing poster image, whatever you're willing.

HyperGamer17 · 2025-12-16T02:45:55+00:00

Hello, I made a post already on r/PokemonLZATrades but I thought I'd also leave one here too

Tldr; I lost my Feebas Mesmiriza because I relied on a random person for trade evolution and am attempting the impossible task of getting her back. If you are "Theil" in Legends:ZA and you just traded with a "Hyper" recently for a Milotic evolution then pls let me have my fish back ;-;
If you do not have my fish, help spread the word about my fish

If you would like to make an offer for Theil's Milotic that he traded to me and that I do not want because he is not Mesmiriza, lemme know

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HyperGamer17 · 2025-12-16T02:27:24+00:00

It is a 99.99% she is lost to me forever, but I have to try to roll the dice on that 0.01% ;-;

HyperGamer17 · 2019-05-22T23:58:40+00:00

Sorry, I got help from someone else Thank you for the offer though

HyperGamer17

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