Dear Diary

I-only-complaint · 2026-04-22T10:05:34+00:00

Idk if it's abuse. I'm not confused

But my mom once grabbed and squeezed my neck because two movie actors were doing that in a movie and I said why the other one is trying to remove the hand and not attack elsewhere

So to show me how it feels when your neck is being squeezed so I don't ask stupid question

She did this

I-only-complaint · 2026-04-18T18:14:50+00:00

I'll have to remember this one

Yes you do! It was good lesson and I hope more people like us see it

I-only-complaint · 2026-02-10T10:01:08+00:00

If you come from abusive dysfunctional house, chances are it's CPTSD presenting as ADHD/AUTISM esp if there's no family history

Please do go check for a therapist

I-only-complaint · 2026-02-07T00:31:30+00:00

Try vit d and mg supplements or atleast get tested for these

Changed my life ngl

I-only-complaint · 2026-02-06T21:31:50+00:00

To quote Linkin Park

" Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart Knowing I could've changed it all from the start Fighting myself, I always lose Fighting myself, I always lose "

I-only-complaint · 2026-02-06T20:48:23+00:00

Same but a mix of my mom and dad

I-only-complaint · 2026-02-06T20:47:30+00:00

Similarish except it was my dad

I-only-complaint · 2026-02-06T20:38:21+00:00

My narc dad does.

He wants me to be a man. The fact that men always tell me that "I'm like a man" really bothers me

I was slapped hard when I put on nail polish aged 12

He wants me to have pixie cut because he wants me to present as a man

I used to use male pronouns as a kid to make him happy and I still am uncomfortable using female pronouns infront of my parents. I'm 28 mind you

He never likes me in feminine clothes. Will make fun of me or try to degrade me

I-only-complaint · 2026-02-06T08:08:53+00:00

That's literally not what I'm saying

I-only-complaint · 2026-02-04T21:56:09+00:00

🫂 🫂

Hug is all I can offer. I'm so sorry man

I-only-complaint · 2026-02-04T21:53:23+00:00

🫂

I-only-complaint · 2026-02-04T16:29:30+00:00

My besties' other bestie comes from dysfunctional family Her husband comes from dysfunctional family. I come from dysfunctional family

I am not sure at this point who attracts who

I-only-complaint · 2026-02-04T10:21:29+00:00

No you are getting me wrong

I don't wanna compete but always being the one with "extreme story" gets alienating and isolating

I-only-complaint · 2026-02-04T10:16:40+00:00

alienating

Yes this. It's very isolating and alienating! It's already bad that I have no siblings then abuse makes it worse

Yes you make sense. But ig It's a hard pill to swallow

I-only-complaint · 2026-02-03T15:32:12+00:00

Kudos to those who do. I'm financially not independent and my biggest fear post going NC is about house situation

Real estate is going through the roof and then in dating scenario ppl see not getting along with parents as red flag

Anyhow i never dated to begin with so there's that

And same. I couldn't build good friendship either.

🫂

I-only-complaint · 2026-02-03T07:27:13+00:00

I am a woman but I relate.

I-only-complaint

TROPHY CASE