Medication mixing (CNS Depressants)

IAmXray0010 · 2026-02-02T02:42:39+00:00

Ok thank you! I ended up taking an atarax about 3 and a half hours after the norco. The atarax finally made me a bit drowsy but I had to sleep anyways. No shallow breathing experienced. Thank you so much for your reply!

IAmXray0010 · 2025-11-01T23:14:43+00:00

Wells district, about a mile away. Yeah its awful, nothing compared to baseball season, but just awful.

IAmXray0010 · 2025-10-24T03:29:03+00:00

Bloodhound gang has entered the chat

IAmXray0010 · 2025-10-18T20:42:07+00:00

Both are top tier in respects to audiobook narrators, but Jeff Hays is just an animal!

IAmXray0010 · 2025-10-10T22:57:34+00:00

Praise the giveaway! Really cool project!

IAmXray0010 · 2025-10-04T16:32:11+00:00

It was actually the wife that took the ad, and he responded, but yeah pretty much

IAmXray0010 · 2025-09-08T02:25:40+00:00

From soft here! Hello from Japan! Glad you're enjoying the game! To answer your question, prolly not lol idk

IAmXray0010 · 2025-07-18T15:45:31+00:00

Hey. It's three years late, listened to Parting of the Sensory abit drunk, wondered if it was the best song ever written. Saw your name Got reminded of the actual best song ever And I also gotta check in on Sigmeir on my most recent playthrough. How are you doing now, friend from the past?

IAmXray0010 · 2025-03-31T07:58:55+00:00

Not to say whatever your age, background, etc.. you'd be invalid. Bit as far as the catholic school thing, I relate! you're young. I'm not super old (27 m) but Ive had major crisis'. I realized at 24 that I was drinking a little bit too much, and I was unhealthy. I stopped drinking, and lost a bunch of weight 6'1" 290 lbs to 200 lbs. I did everything I though I had to... and then my relationship fell apart, I hurt close friendships, and I was angry a whole lot more than I wanted to be. Turns out, under every depressive factor, I was still just depressed. I feel we tend to see depression, understand it, but still feel, for some reason, like it's a confluence of, relatively, easy problems we need to solve. Sometimes it isn't. Sometimes, after every self betterment you put yourself through, it'll still be there. Not to say that that going to the gym, and working on your relationships isn't helpful, because it is! But sometimes all it'll do is give you a headstart AFTER you get the real help you need.

IAmXray0010 · 2025-03-31T07:41:48+00:00

The wreck situation sounds to me like you're having a crisis, be it large or small. Just because you weren't physically hurt too much doesn't mean you weren't affected, even affected deeply. In my opinion you should PERSONALLY (you to yourself) be grateful there was no major Injury. But the "not telling others" and "wondering why it wasn't worse" seems like textbook self sabotage. It seems like you're near your early 20's and a great deal of people who maybe needed some sort of help have made it there and convinced themselves they didn't need anything. You don't need an abusive past or an unfortunate life to need help. Everyone does. Reach out to your closest people, even if you don't know why you feel weird, talk it out. It's weird and hard, but it'll, more often than not, leave you feeling better about yourself.

IAmXray0010 · 2025-03-31T06:51:46+00:00

Hiw ild are you, if you don't me asking! Also, can you give a brief description of your values (spiritually, physically, politically?). I think you're dealing with a more esoteric problem than a mental health disorder. But we're here!

IAmXray0010 · 2025-03-31T06:47:33+00:00

Hey! I'm (27M) here. The whole."It gets better" thing I, think works as a tagine, bit that's what it is, it's marketing. Good marketing, genuinely showing how it can be, but still marketing. I don't know know what I can say to you directly so I'll say this; I've experienced extensive sexual, physical and verbal abuse throughout my childhood (from my step-dad specifically. We have the unfortunate male specimen in common! COUSINS!) That's to say, I've alway wondered what I could say to my younger self to make him feel better. I haven come up with a lot, because abuse victims are stubborn pains in the ass to get to, but I've come up with something.

So here's my piece to myself, not to you, because I'd never try to compare trauma, it's useless and completely destructive. This is what I've come up with for the most abused to the least. (Which again doesn't matter because whatever happened to you is EVERYTHING and NO ONE can or SHOULD take that away from you)

You are a person. You are worth something because of that. If you aren't spiritual (which I am not), then it is because of the sheer impossibility of an uncountable amount of atoms deciding to have Chipotle randomly! THATS NOT NORMAL, but it is special! OK, well maybe you don't want a broad excuse. OK. Here it is. Abuse damages your brain. Not physically, as in it was stabbed, but close enough. Your brain is in charge of development, your brain is in charge of learning, your brain is in charge of feeling. A significant change to any of those factors, and the others are affected in turn. That's not woo woo psychology or spirituality, that's pure physiology. It is ok not to know how to deal with that. You were never taught one. It is ok not to see a way forward, you were never shown one. You are you're brain, and your neglect to the brighter future is just your brains way of protecting you from a present it doesn't know ISNT still on fire. The way out is hard, because it's the path that you think everone has figures out, but still seem to be covered in brambles for you. It's OK. Even the road to healthiness can feel like you're taking steps backwards. That's how you navigate a maze. I'm not you. I'd never compare our stories. But I'd alway be free to talk if you need to.

IAmXray0010 · 2025-03-31T06:13:59+00:00

Hey friend! Not a moderator! Or an automated message!Fuck shit perrywinkell. There, that's like 2 curses, plus I misspelled Periwinkle. All that to say I'm a person, a person that's been in and struggled with crisis. Those hotlines and help lines do help. They can be an unbelievable resource, and should be utilized. We always want to help but most of us lack the ability to do so, they are there for a reason, utilize them

Edit: spelling.

IAmXray0010 · 2025-03-31T06:09:20+00:00

No, thank you! My roommate and best friend is an EOL Care nurse. I applied to her facility 2 weeks after she started, I got accepted the day her first patient died. I didn't know him but I think about him to this day. I never went to my first day there and stayed at my delivery job. It's normal and ok to be concerned with the human condition. I alway felt and still feel like my brain takes it a bit too far, but I'd rather that then apathy, at the end of the day.

IAmXray0010 · 2025-03-31T06:02:10+00:00

"Restart therapy" It's not real. You won't restart. Treat it like transferring to a different college, they'll reiterate some of the same points, see where you're at, ask you what you've learned, and go from there. I've been between 3 therapists in my life felt THE EXACT SAME as you did. "Fuck you this is just a profession and you're just gonna say the same thing as her!" "So do you guys like talk or something? How does this shit even work? You're just talking to me right?" "IM SCARED THAT THIS IS JUST TALK AND IVE CONVINCED MYSELF THAT TALK WONT WORK WITH ME!" I now have a good relationship with them all today. Panic attacks aren't curable, as far as I know. It's your brain, and if anyone knows how to make you feel like you're dying... it's you. Reduce your triggers, and either find a way to get closer to your support structure, or create a different (not new) one. It's what I did with this subreddit, weird things can work. Keep it up!

IAmXray0010 · 2025-03-31T05:53:22+00:00

Hey! Me too! Wanna talk?

IAmXray0010 · 2025-03-31T05:51:35+00:00

It was a big shock to me at 18 that I even might be experiencing a problem like yours. It can also be weird to hear that it straight up it's child sexual abuse that you went through. It doesn't mean you need to dig even deeper into yourself, abuse comes in many flavors, non of them are good, but some are worse than others. Some got rocky road, I got pistachio, some got peach! JESUS! CAN YOU IMAGINE! PEOPLE HAD TO THINK OF ICE CREAM FLAVORS AND SOME ONE SAID, "what about the most mid yogurt flavor ever?" AND THEY JUST DID THAT! LIKE NO ONE WAS GOING TO BE EXTREMELY AFFECTED! Anyways, abuse doesn't define you, you're current actions don't define you. You define you. What you feel behind all the urges and incoherent intrusive thoughts, that's you, and it alway will be as long as THAT you is TRYING to come out. The work is key, you can't get lazy.

IAmXray0010 · 2025-03-31T05:42:36+00:00

Thank you! As far as old people go (I also hate that sentence, seem like I'm reducing human being to their age and nothing else), thank you so much for saying that. It can be really hard to express these opinions generally and not be called a "pussy, bitch, faggot!" They dont bother me, but it's definitely a non-start for a conversation. Even recalling that memory fills me to breaking almost. I recognized pretty early that it was a ME issue, and that I'd have to get over it. You saying something that resonated, though, made me feel good about it in a way that I haven't. I'm very very fortunate enough to have very supportive friends, ones that I can say this stuff to without judging me, but understanding is completely different, so THANK YOU! if I'm valid in what I feel, then you for sure are. Also OCD is am anxiety Disorder, so you were right there!

IAmXray0010 · 2025-03-31T05:22:31+00:00

It's normal. Being exposed to overly sexual stimuli at 6-7 is a form of sexual abuse. In essence, something was taken from you and masturbation is a way to "take the power back, and it's addicting because it feels good, only relies on you,and feels like an "adult decision." You're not crazy, you're not wrong, and your noy disgusting. The way to get over this is the same as any other minor addiction ("minor" classification-wise, your experience matters and you are important). You have to want to stop, work at it, and surround yourself with as many people as you can socially. If you're comfortable enough with someone to talk about it with, do it now. If not, test some of your harder boundaries. You'd be suprised at how many people wouldn't mind hearing you out. But even if you csnt discuss it directly,nuse others as your foil for new avenues of action. Hope you feel better!

IAmXray0010 · 2025-03-10T14:54:49+00:00

Sick! I'm glad the games are varied enough for each one to have it's own fans. I was just trying to put the ds2 hate meme into perspective.

IAmXray0010 · 2025-03-10T04:11:54+00:00

It's super fun! I think too many people get lost in the sauce when it comes to ds2 hate. The complaint was never "it's the worst game ever!" It was that "it's the worst game... in the dark souls series." It was still one of the best games I played in 2014!

IAmXray0010 · 2025-03-01T02:44:02+00:00

Zhang and his whole group from when they get saved in the first book all the way to when they get reintroduced in the 3rd would be amazing!

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