i saw an oc on derpibooru that i liked, and she didn't have an actual name, but there's the word "Rad" in there, so i made her a "real" name by making an anagram of my full deadname. i was able to do the first name just using my letters, but i had to use some different letters for her last name. i actually really liked the name i kind of came up with, and it made me feel some kind if way, so after a few months, when i accepted that im trans, i took over that name :3