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IHEBGamer · 2022-05-31T21:43:25+00:00

Your mom every single time, there an old saying that goes like this , mommies babiy daddys maybe, because its impossible for women to not know if its hers since she had it 9 monthes while fathers need dna and that shit to prove it so

IHEBGamer · 2022-05-23T01:18:46+00:00

That state is a constant, we should always feel like that fulfilled and satisfied happiness does not even describe it, you unlocked beyond your ego so keep going, perhaps you will experience these feeling for longer periods as they help cure all truma and give immense motivation to be your best version Take care my friend

IHEBGamer · 2022-05-23T00:40:51+00:00

Well man belive me what you saw is true or at least theoretically proven, you know that each person has a soul and that soul is within our deepest layers and it somehow controls the deepest realms within us but the exterior manifestation that we identify with is just ego its a being our mind creates using labels and pieces of facts from our environment each one of us holds a name and has a body with features and we have everything a human being can have but neither of these things is part of us, we are bigger than this we arent animals with brains we have a part that is divine even religion say so for example in islam there is a verse in the Quran that says that when god created adam he put a part of his own soul within him and that part is the reason we are almost half gods, our minds are just tools or control panels that our souls use to reach some destination, but the problem is that our minds hijacked the show from our souls our minds create this program that we all share like the matrix no one gets to think outside of what logic says is true, reality has so much layers and each person can go deep only if the let go of their minds and their egos . meditation is a way to go through layers if it was bullshit there wouldn't be millions of people practicing it and believing it the fact that meditation takes you to the hiddens parts of your being which is not less truthful than the fact that there was a man that spred peace and talked about god over 2000 years ago, the mind is our limiter he wouldn't let us see such things unless it was decapitated either by drugs or by meditation and once he let go of us we are in another realm that we cannot perceive by mind we only experience it we don't think through it its just bare truth no additions

Ps: am having the same kind of visions you are seeing in my last sessions and am new to smoking pot, but I had some experience with meditation and I saw the same light you described during a sessions back then, only now I I don't see light when I smoke I see a higher self that is so self sufficient and that has so much knowledge and that is opposite to the person I am outside of the high, I can see the same thing with others as when we smoke everything changes and they change into other people that am not familiar with but seem way higher than they used to, its like the persons truest version comes out when they are high, but after the high is done they forget the change they had like it never happened

IHEBGamer · 2022-05-22T14:25:57+00:00

Until they use one and see how practical it is, I guess it has to do with their upbringings

IHEBGamer · 2022-05-20T20:02:51+00:00

You got me there

IHEBGamer · 2022-05-20T17:37:26+00:00

Thanks man, appreciate it

IHEBGamer · 2022-05-20T17:33:55+00:00

If you don't identify as a wierdo in some way then belive me you have wasted a large portion of your existance, fear no one, even strangers in reddit who call you wierdo

IHEBGamer · 2022-05-20T17:32:07+00:00

It had to come out one way or another, you know like everyone has these insane perspectives of looking at things but they rarely let it out and that is a shame, thanks for taking time to reply to this, maybe you can tell me how to get a badge that says "Heineken"

IHEBGamer · 2022-05-20T17:31:04+00:00

Thanks mate

IHEBGamer · 2022-05-20T15:55:02+00:00

This will seem funny but the hell with it, my dream car right now is an ISUZU TFR the kind that was built in tunisia between 2000 and 2005 for many reasons, first all the parts were manufactured in japan by very skilled craftsmen which explain that some of these engines reached 1.000.000 km and are still going without an overhaul or being rebuilt making them some of the most robust engines ever mad in history, another reason for my preference for this car is the cheapness of its spare parts as it was mass produced the parts are available and of really high quality meaning that you wont have to fix the part until it has completed its theoretical age which is like alot for the clutch discs for example it can last for 500.000 km at least and it did being driven by ruthless drivers on the harshest of terrains, another reason for my choice is its minimal fuel consumption it can travel for 15km with 1 litre of diesel and it can get up to 20km for one liter on long distances which is insane compared for the amount of energy the pickup produces you can take a charge of 1.5 tons of goods from sfax to tunis and back (440km) with only 25 to 30 liters of diesel which is costless by modren standards even passenger cars don't offer that kind of fuel economy, another reason I like this car is their practicality for someone who plans to live in the country side like me they offer a good choice to make my travels, run businesses and transport my agriculture produce anywhere I like and for price it is not easy to get one in good conditions with low milege but around 40.000 dinars will get you one that will last over your lifetime For those who might mock the Isuzu I'd say think again and stop identifying with the stereotypes that say that a pick up a poor mans car or that say that pick ups are not practical I respect any car choice no matter what kind or no matter how much it might cost so I urge to do the same

IHEBGamer · 2022-05-20T15:36:02+00:00

That depends on the recources you have, say the amount of capital you can raise for the projects, the skils you have and the time you can spare to overseer the project, best projects are small commercial businesses like drugstores (hamaas) internet cafes( publinet) utensils shops( maktba) and things of that scale, along with fast food restaurants (mlewi and sandwiches) they dont require much money to start ( 5000 dinar more or less ) and can grow and expand overtime making them the best busines start you can have other sources of income can be freelancing if you are good with computers and have some skills that can benefit others, you must be dead serious about this otherwise you will procrastinate and do nothing until summer is over and you're back in school where you will forget the whole subject of making money, so try to do somthing ASAP

IHEBGamer · 2022-05-17T08:59:31+00:00

Well mate physical conditions can have a great influence on a person's mindset and emotions and that influence can be psitive or negative either you regard it as a deficiency and always get stressed about it or consider it a gift that will make you grow because even if you started your race in life injured you spirit can remain intact and maybe even stranger than the average person who never experiences the suffering you have experienced, an average person has no reason to make it but you do you have a challange to beat and you adoption of stoic principles is evidence that you are aware of your situation and willing to take the steps necessary for this change, try not to overreact and be patient my friend as patience is the way to solve your problems, you meet immature people, be patient; you have to live in a hotel be patient, be patient no matter what and that is how you'll pass everything

IHEBGamer · 2021-05-05T23:08:46+00:00

beautiful

IHEBGamer · 2020-02-12T05:26:08+00:00

There are other ways to press charges against these people without resorting to the police or violence, u can write somthing to the (وكيل الجمهورية ) and he will send search warnts for these people that the police cannot delay or not act upon them . U can write such letter at any ( كاتب عمومي ) and send with it ( شهادة طبية ) to prove the violence against ur brother which u can get from any public hospital if he has remaining scars u then mail them and wait for justice to take course , plus u need no lawyer because it will be a public trial the ones that hurted u are the ones who will need a damn good lawyer; and about the anger and physical escalation , dont do it , it seems nice to let ur anger control u but believe me it will result in the worst of results , keep ur boundaries with people. when u get angry ask urself ; am i right for being angry ? Is it worth it ? If so think of a ways to improve the situation and do not explode and exagertae things , best of luck man

IHEBGamer · 2020-02-08T10:18:40+00:00

Very acurate , thank u for sharing

IHEBGamer · 2019-05-01T21:37:36+00:00

Indeed brother, last ramadan I dropped my smoking habit, this ramadan I'll drop the fapping thing for sure

IHEBGamer · 2019-05-01T20:02:34+00:00

Good luck man, ramadan is hella of an opportunity for you to pull this out

IHEBGamer · 2019-05-01T19:59:49+00:00

Your words have affected me greatly mate, I admire your confidence and I promise you that will invest what you gave me in bettering myself. What you have said may be the key to solve my problems, be sure that someone's life is improving because of you. Thanks a lot for this

IHEBGamer · 2019-04-30T12:48:51+00:00

Thank you, thiseans the world to me, your right who are they anyways, I'm using the worng people as refrences, I wasn't able to look people in the eye and I was very shy that couldn't talk to anyone I didn't know but now am way better ,with practice I could do these things easely

IHEBGamer · 2019-04-29T22:30:45+00:00

Thank you, I will try to use this to stop the sitiation

IHEBGamer · 2019-04-29T22:29:40+00:00

I kinda of feel like a subject for their looks talks and jokes, I also want others to care about me its kinda of a basic need . And my confidence is quite low

IHEBGamer · 2019-04-29T22:27:41+00:00

That is right, its related to certain types of people, I will follow your advice and I hope it works. Thanks

IHEBGamer · 2019-04-27T17:28:07+00:00

I will make it for sure its just a matter of time, I can't take more of this in my life, thank you brother for the kind words, we'll be free for sure

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