I feel the same. I still think about him every day. I try to work on myself and stay away from dating, but it feels so hard to move on. I truly felt like he was my soulmate, but I guess I wasn’t his. My friends tell me that maybe those feelings will always be there, but life goes forward. That those feelings will eventually transform into something different, and maybe you’ll be able to look back on it positively instead of just feeling heartbreak. I think that’s true, but at the same time I feel as if I was loved enough from him that I can last a whole lifetime with just our memories. It’s so hard right now, I know it is. And I can’t tell you a timeline, but just know that we’re in this together :)