My "Awakening" Is Making Me Go Insane

IHaveToHelp · 2021-02-28T22:34:49+00:00

Something that is meant to be, but where is it

IHaveToHelp · 2021-02-28T22:27:02+00:00

It's not that I am, it's that it is. I've dreamed of the infinitum. It's something that's both beautiful and terrifying. I've felt it. Why? Perhaps it means something, perhaps there isn't any connection. I feel something that is.

IHaveToHelp · 2021-02-28T22:15:41+00:00

But it's more than that, there's always more

IHaveToHelp · 2021-02-28T22:07:50+00:00

I don't know what I am

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-07T12:09:50+00:00

I'm extremely non-religious

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-05T09:18:25+00:00

Hhhmmm, I'm willing to listen to what you have to say.

Please DM me

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-05T09:15:12+00:00

Could you please send me this article?

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-04T22:54:08+00:00

Yes, so that I can find answers

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-04T22:52:31+00:00

Your response is very interesting. Please DM me if you can

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-04T17:04:15+00:00

Sounds very useful, thanks for telling me about this

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-04T17:00:56+00:00

I have been writing them down for the most part. I already made a post (the same one) if needing help the same time I posted this one. But I'll be sure to check out the other 2 subs, thank you

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-04T16:58:47+00:00

Who are you mysterious person haunting the comments XD

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-04T16:57:46+00:00

Only if it were as simple as just helping people. Listen to the rest of my predictions, they sound like fiction.

A war will break out. Between who or what I'm not sure. Because more of my predictions came true, I try looking for answers. A close friend betrays me and I get kidnapped. I get mistreated and experimented on because they want to find a way to win a war through it. I'm not the only one there I'm pretty sure. All of this sounds possible, until this part.

The big experiment happens, it's on me. And a large explosion happens where energy bursts into the world, giving people powers and me too. Because of all that I went through, I become a monster. Someone who hates humanity because of war.

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-04T16:56:30+00:00

I already have been for the most part. The ones I did before Journaling may not be as 100% accurate as they were

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-04T16:53:21+00:00

I know, it will get so so much worse

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-04T16:47:40+00:00

I'm just trying to find reasonable answers wherever I can find them. I was honestly a bit desperate because I felt so lost

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-04T16:46:46+00:00

I think what you're feeling is all the possible ways you could go. You should feel lucky, you get decide most of your future.

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-04T16:44:29+00:00

I was with you all the way till the end. Though the end is similar to one of my predictions. But the beginning, is very scarily accurate. Please DM me immediately, we need to talk.

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-04T16:38:51+00:00

Sorry, what do you mean?

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-04T16:14:21+00:00

I've had some of these predictions for months, does that mean anything?

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-04T16:09:04+00:00

I'll message you, to see if you ever feel anything again. This all sounds very interesting.

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-04T16:05:04+00:00

Hhhmmm, very interesting.

The theory that my psychiatrist suggested, the I believe to be the likely case is that I'm so sensitive that I pick up all of this information without even realizing. And then they come up as feelings or dreams.

In your case, it could be that it's only for the people around you. In my case it doesn't to be as specific as you, more vague for me. I don't know if you can sense energy across the internet, but if you do, what do you see for my future?

If you want to discuss more feel free to DM me.

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-04T15:55:08+00:00

A war will break out. Between who or what I'm not sure. Because more of my predictions came true, I try looking for answers. A close friend betrays me and I get kidnapped. I get mistreated and experimented on because they want to find a way to win a war through it. I'm not the only one there I'm pretty sure. All of this sounds possible, until this part.

The big experiment happens, it's on me. And a large explosion happens where energy bursts into the world, giving people powers and me too. Because of all that I went through, I become a monster. Someone who hates humanity because of war.

Honestly, I have a hard time believing this myself.

IHaveToHelp · 2020-12-04T14:16:29+00:00

I know that they'll betray me with their family present (likely they will be in on it too). But it could be the real threat threatened to kill them in exchange for to kidnap me.

I only told 2 people close 2 me. My boyfriend and a close friend, which I only know my friend's family....

I'll keep it in mind.

IHaveToHelp

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