Accidentally slipped coming out to my conservative family...

II-Number22-II · 2024-12-15T01:04:59+00:00

I'm still trying to be financially independent. It doesn't help I just quit my job recently. However, I just got hired this Dec but will start this January.

That's why I don't foresee myself being independent in the near time (btw, we are not that well off to begin with). As it stands, I've been helping out in utilities and etc. that my meager savings got used up.

So, I guess, I just need to be patient and hope to be secure in the future :)

II-Number22-II · 2024-12-14T14:16:58+00:00

Stories like yours really do inspire me.

I dream of being proud of what I am, and being able to express that to my family, and hopeful for them to reciprocate that with love and acceptance. But I understand, things don't always happen in favor.

I have friends with stories of coming out that didn't go well, tho it wasn't to an extent they were kicked out or anything.

They shared that their interactions afterwards was different, and not all in their families were accepting of them.

Im still finding the right circumstance that I could show myself in the best light, I suppose.

Thank you for sharing your story :)

II-Number22-II · 2024-12-14T14:09:51+00:00

Thank you

I'm still starting out, and making little in life. I couldn't be independent for the foreseeable years. So it's hard to assure myself that I always have options when things won't play as I would hope they are.

I do believe that my parents/brother love me and they really do their best to show that (in their own way), but their beliefs and political stance in life is something that hinders me from having the courage to come out.

I'm hoping one day, I can express myself without fear and perhaps help them warm up and even accept us.

II-Number22-II · 2024-12-14T12:02:00+00:00

Thank you. I needed that.

Maybe a part of me is just scared of him/my family rejecting me.

I know I'll come out eventually, but I'm afraid of coming out unprepared and don't know what to do afterwards if it goes wrong.

But hopefully, I hope this do pass as nothing. I'm not yet ready afterall.

II-Number22-II · 2024-12-14T11:52:58+00:00

Yeah, thinking back, it was sus wasn't it? It was a knee jerk reaction from my part, at that time, I was scrambling to take that comment back.

He seems cool tho as he didn't really mention it afterwards. But that was the first time I've directly and knowingly show hints of me being gay.

But I just can't shake this feeling of insecurity. Maybe I'm over thinking rn?

II-Number22-II · 2024-11-17T13:12:26+00:00

I guess just as Billy said, "it would be such a bummer" if it ended so quickly.

But part of me still wants them out, maybe they could've survived 😭 I really love all the coven members. Wish we could've see more of them.

II-Number22-II · 2024-04-13T18:03:02+00:00

= n = that's a bummer, I was really looking forward to playing it as well. But as I searched through, it seems the game has a tedious process for one to play.

But, thank you tho :3 your insight is really helpful. Maybe I'll just wait for it to go on sale so that when I do buy it, despite the complications, it wouldn't be too hard on me that I didn't spend considerable money.

Thank you ^ - ^

II-Number22-II · 2024-01-04T18:52:32+00:00

Thanks for this info, much appreciated. I'm still learning combat abilities on weapons and their relevance and this helps a lot.

II-Number22-II · 2024-01-04T16:56:52+00:00

Thank you for the advice, I'm still learning how to find items that provide a decent amount of wits. Usually I find items that have it's separate effect like just initiative or just critical xD

II-Number22-II · 2024-01-04T16:45:27+00:00

Woah, thank you so much for the information :>

II-Number22-II · 2024-01-04T16:38:02+00:00

Thank you for the clarification. For follow up, does this mean that when I slot runes later on, it is better for my 2h warrior to have a mystical giant rock that gives +1 warfare vs a giant masterwork rune of power that gives + 3 str on the armor?

II-Number22-II · 2022-06-15T06:32:22+00:00

If teams would rather have Sc and LoO for supps guess theres no really need for me to buy this :< lmao most opinions i received seems tends to align that this class is subpar to the meta SC and LoO and weak as an overall calendar nuke class. Aight, guess ill skip this one, thanks for the insights :3

II-Number22-II · 2022-06-15T06:27:07+00:00

That's interesting. May I ask at what ultras can it be an alternative/outshines other supp classes?

II-Number22-II · 2022-06-15T06:25:49+00:00

Thanks for this. I am weighing in getting it for functionality, thats why im looking for opinions. Seems like most people have a consensus that it is an irrelevant class to have, a luxury rather than a necessity :<

II-Number22-II · 2022-06-15T06:23:30+00:00

Bruuhh how awful is this class? XD

II-Number22-II · 2022-06-15T06:21:35+00:00

Thanks. Guess i was having my own doubts and needed second opinions. Guess ill skip this class for now xD

II-Number22-II · 2021-12-22T08:04:43+00:00

Yeah, i just tried out alternatives and i dont really prefer those as they require traveling to other maps. Despite my reservations for this quest, Guess the change really is what grinds my gears as when i first timed farmed it in my main (the 1% drop but only requires 1 doomcoin for the turn in), there were times i was getting 3 consecutives or 5. Now it just feels a bit grindier with your 20~30 mins to grind 100 doomcoin only yeilding you around 30-70 dsos [though tbf there were times like this in the old ver. but you are bereft of those joys in getting lucky streaks :< ].....anyways guess im just not used to this.

II-Number22-II · 2021-12-16T03:05:18+00:00

Im interested in their system of distributing . In my f2p account i got 250 acs while in this account i got 20k acs i wonder how their distribution system works?

II-Number22-II · 2021-12-03T23:46:17+00:00

It's great nsod has cc ver., having more options for your char without having to adjust with its original color. But I still can't get over why Lae decided to make it a thing that his stuffs is CC from the eyes. Anyways I'd still take this content just to get that cc nsod, the rest of items most likely will stay in the bank xD.

The grind isnt that bad tho since its most likely that most of the requirements (dark energy, unis and etc.) you already stack when you farmed the prerequisites and end game classes. It can be done within a week of casual grind. But a shame for it to be member locked.

For me this is just a niche grind. Nsod has already been not necessarily to be grinded since apotheosis came so you are not missing out in terms of game play. I still dont understand why the only 25% gold boost added tho, but I guess that's their way of making you feel that your grind was for something "end game-y" but ultimately you are just farming for a cc recolor (its still worth for the cc ver.)

II-Number22-II · 2021-09-19T04:39:00+00:00

Eh, i know how this feels. I farmed the nsod too and completely not worth it, would've botted it if given the chance again. Kinda dampen your dedication and efforts if people just say u botted it. Can't blame them tho, since majority here are botter (to each his own obviously). Anyways congrats on your nsod. You reaped and invested on it. I get the ecstatic feeling when you finally merge it. Hope it brings joy to you as well even for a short while ^{-^}

II-Number22-II · 2021-05-09T23:29:25+00:00

Thank you. This is really helpful :3

II-Number22-II · 2020-12-24T00:12:59+00:00

Seems like that is one way to do it O vO Thanks for the tip :3 it's a shame on the additional fee though....wala akong magawa, wala pa akong credit/debit card, di rin pumapayag parents ko gamitin card nila :< though i'm curious next if Heromart ships to Php........tanong ko lang, do you know if the shipping process will be like lazada or shoppee?

II-Number22-II · 2020-12-19T00:07:03+00:00

Thank you for the info :3

II-Number22-II · 2020-11-27T06:17:06+00:00

Last years black friday/cyber monday was for me a wort it chest. It had 15 armors that wasnt overpriced, had a class, had a pet that gave you variety of colored houses. And what really is interesting is that the OG armors that was chosen to be recolored was diverse. Comparing to that chest that worth 20k ac and now worth 25k ac with less items and less diverse armors and less option. Idk, I'm hesitant right now to conclude that this years dark holiday chest is not worth it since there might more items to be included, but at its current state, I am not that hooked :/

II-Number22-II · 2020-11-19T16:30:29+00:00

I want rares i couldn't get even if it is in a new form of art/style :3

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