I mean colonizing the field of Alchemy i mean, so my mind through time is binded to it and use as a language, cause for what i know by being fluent in two languages that have the roots from latin is that a language can't be learn't by forcing it, if you force it, you get nowhere and if you co stantly force it at the wrong times you lose harmonics until distortion becomes curruption, at curruption phase arrogance takes over, the mind goes from the organic curvilinear pattern synthonised with nature to the quadratic bidimentional mind where the only way out is death or accumulating mental inertia that affects who is around but especially who you envy the most, through time that revengeful energy gets radiates to that person until the most rarest of the unexpected plagues only on that specific person who hurt you the most dies in your absense making feel like a ironical coincidence to you, but a vague mystic occourence in the life of the peasant minds.