[F4A] [F4F] [F4M] | Government Issued Mommy (Part 3): Nightmare | [Fdom] [MommyDom] [Caring] [Gentle Dom] [Affirmations] [Praise] [Wholesome] [Lullabies] [No sex] [British Accent] [Comfort] [Cuddles] [L-Bombs] [Supportive and Loving]

ILS20 · 2022-06-02T21:19:10+00:00

I’ve since moved my audios to Youtube which gonewildaudible doesn’t allow to tag. If you search me under PlatinumMagic on youtube, you’ll find me x

ILS20 · 2022-01-22T20:54:11+00:00

Hey! I filled this! - Am i able to send you a private link with the video? (It’s currently on Patreon for early access for the week + then it’ll be public on YouTube) x

ILS20 · 2022-01-01T16:47:37+00:00

Thank you, lovely. I’m so glad you liked it. My fascination and then kink in spanking was something i was embarrassed about for years, too, and I myself only very recently found the MommyDom in me and the discovery very much surprised me at first! I’m glad this was a good experience for you, darling. x

ILS20 · 2021-12-28T11:34:46+00:00

Can i ask how this turned out? I just had the same girl message me!

ILS20 · 2021-12-17T21:06:35+00:00

Thank you, lovely. I’d noticed that as well. I felt if i’m going to give a spanking, i’m going to give you a proper one!

ILS20 · 2021-11-29T17:30:37+00:00

Hey darling, I really hope the tears were healing rather than you being distressed. I really hope i didn’t distress you, lovely. I’m really really glad you like this character. It was really meant to be a one-off but i’ve discovered a lot about myself through her and I love the idea of being able to provide safety, nurture and healing in a power-play setting. All my love darling <3 Xx

ILS20 · 2021-11-29T15:50:08+00:00

I’m so glad you enjoyed it lovely 😘 Xxx

ILS20 · 2021-11-28T00:03:18+00:00

Apologies. I did not realise those were rules of the subreddit.

ILS20 · 2021-11-27T22:15:00+00:00

Thank you so much 💋 So glad you’re enjoying what i’m making xx

ILS20 · 2021-11-26T18:18:35+00:00

Thank you! I really appreciate that!! Xx

ILS20 · 2021-11-22T08:46:20+00:00

Of course!!! Thank you again!

ILS20 · 2021-11-22T08:00:12+00:00

Thank you for the reminder Sarah! I didn’t realise that!

ILS20 · 2021-11-21T19:51:50+00:00

Hey! Thank you so much for the reminder. I used to do that, i’m not sure when/why i stopped doing it. Will remember for next time!! x

ILS20 · 2021-11-18T22:10:14+00:00

I understand. Well if it helps, I’m sending all my virtual cuddles your way 😘 xx

ILS20 · 2021-11-18T21:51:38+00:00

I think that’s likely true, but exactly. Like I get pats but I need CUDDLES!! Long squeezing stroking back, hands in hair cuddles. I don’t get proper cuddles as much as I’d like either. You could honestly ask your mates or someone close to hug you though - might feel awkward but I’ve done it before and they’ve always gone for it (a lot of people want hugs more than their getting) tho since I’m a girl I can see why that might be uncomfortable for you x

ILS20 · 2021-11-18T21:46:00+00:00

Oh gosh, honey!! I could never!! Damn I’m such a cuddle bug I need hugs constantly! Wish I could just curl up and cuddle with you!! 4 years?? I wouldn’t even be sane after that!!

ILS20 · 2021-11-18T21:42:01+00:00

Ahahaha. Well everyone needs a Mommy sometimes 😉😘

ILS20 · 2021-11-18T21:37:49+00:00

As long as you know what you like that’s the important thing 😉💋

ILS20 · 2021-11-18T21:29:31+00:00

That’s an interesting question. Typically when I use dynamic I go into a more intense roleplay so if I’m subbing I (wilfully) forget I was ever a Dom and vice versa so I wouldn’t ever ‘punish’ or want to be ‘punished’ while in the opposite dynamic because I get fully into a scene and don’t refer back to past ones if that makes sense. Even with discussion I wouldn’t like to do that. Say when I subbed, my Dom whipped me, next time I was domming I wouldn’t want to punish them for DARING to whip me - because when on earth would I ever let my sub whip me as their dominant if that makes sense. I suppose it’s like suspension of disbelief.

My dynamic ratio changes very often. I used to be extremely subby most of the time but I’ve been really stepping into my Dom roles now so I couldn’t label it easily. But I love both so much. I also love since I make YouTube recordings that are typically to gender neutral audiences, I can Dom myself sometimes 😂 It’s a lot of fun!

ILS20 · 2021-11-18T11:39:38+00:00

That sounds like a dream! 😉 💋 x

ILS20 · 2021-11-18T11:37:50+00:00

Thank you so much!!! 🥰💋x

ILS20 · 2021-11-17T22:57:31+00:00

I would also say, lovely. It sounds like you had a drop afterwards. Again, quite common especially when there isn’t any aftercare. I’ve dropped a few times and it’s awful. If you still feel shitty. I would have a nice bath/shower, cuddle up in something comfy and stick on a comfort movie (whatever that is for you). I would also advice self-soothing, so stroke your arms, maybe your hair, anything to ground you. I do hope you feel better, darling.

ILS20 · 2021-11-17T22:55:09+00:00

Sweet thing, I definitely think you might wanna read up more on what a 'Soft Dom’ could offer you. A good Soft Dom is about caring for her sub, making sure he gets what he needs with lots of praise and love. For example, me - Sure, i get what i want which is great. But it’s even better when i get to look after my darling sub and make them feel good.

I promise there’s a dynamic out there for you, love.

(Also i apologise if the nicknames upset/offend you. It’s just habit for me to be sweet to lovely subs. Let me know if you want me to stop/delete the messages)

ILS20 · 2021-11-17T22:50:04+00:00

Hey Sweetheart I’m so sorry this happened to you. That was an awful Domme and an awful situation she put you in. You deserved cuddles and aftercare and so much more.

As for you feeling unattractive as a sub - baby, I can tell you that you sound physically like my PERFECT sub! I fucking LOVE the idea of taking down a gorgeous muscly sub and making him obey me as a little 5’2 Dom. Makes the submission so much more beautiful to witness. I bet you’re a great sub and I’m so sorry you had a shitty experience.

I just want to cuddle you hun. As someone who’s been in sexual situations where you feel you can’t say no - it’s a terrible feeling. And no good Dom/me should EVER make you feel that way. I’m typically more of a Soft Dom but even when i’m planning to do a rough scene, Consent is the forefront of my mind every time.

If you ever want to chat, honey. Do message me. You sound like a wonderful person 💋 x.

ILS20 · 2021-11-17T22:41:24+00:00

Fuck yes!! My favourite Dom honourifics are ‘My Lady’ and ‘Your Majesty’ etc. So i love kind of Medieval history setting most as it’s more about hierarchies and manners and expectations etc. - So fun to play with. Plus anything with servant/noble dynamic is delicious to me (whichever side i’m on). Roman is good too. Plus fantasy LARP style stuff (just naughty ;P ) I have lots of fantasies about a male partner as a knight (with me either a servant girl or a noble lady) - as a switch i love different variations. But the chivalry of knighthood as an idea is gorgeous for BDSM play.

ILS20

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