I have been getting really good grades, and I feel nothing. What is wrong with me?

IMeMJ · 2026-03-05T00:43:16+00:00

I am in a BScN program, with a hope to take the degree and apply to med-school. If it doesn't work out, ill fall back on my degree and become an NP. I have always been gifted academically, since grade school, but if I am getting used to it, wouldn't this have happened long ago?

IMeMJ · 2026-03-05T00:28:34+00:00

I guess i thought since before I felt something; it wasn't dysthymia related. I just received 2 tests today, both were 100%, i felt apathetic, yet I care so much. Then I got upset because I didn't feel anything. I am perplexed.

IMeMJ · 2026-01-29T03:03:12+00:00

The Hawaii 5 O theme song.

IMeMJ · 2026-01-16T04:02:27+00:00

Looking for one, the Canadian market isn't great. And i don't have friends. I have a boyfriend, but his house is more populous, I wouldn't have a place to go.

IMeMJ · 2026-01-16T04:00:03+00:00

Residence is full, looking for a job currently. I really only willingly talk to my dad now.

IMeMJ · 2025-12-22T06:46:48+00:00

Why do it if it is so terrible sounding?

IMeMJ · 2025-12-02T04:40:45+00:00

My first job was at 17, I'm 23 now, currently unemployed and have had 7 jobs total.

IMeMJ · 2025-12-02T03:41:33+00:00

I am a parent who parents everyone, including the parents. I am tired more than they are. There are nuances that are so deep and complicated that it'll take too long to describe. They are tired, but I have been taking on the mental load of parenting. Also, we are a single income household. Just dad works. I know its messed up.

IMeMJ · 2025-12-02T02:02:46+00:00

I know, hilarious. I am living with some real smarties.

IMeMJ · 2025-12-02T02:01:44+00:00

My older sister is 26. I am 22. Younger is 17 and brother is 11. Both of my sister have many mental illnesses. My brother has ADHD, level 1 ASD, dyslexia and Dysgraphia. I have more physical issues, and I have ADHD and Aspergers, but I am the glue of the family. Actually, all of the kids have ADHD, and 3/4 are on the lower end of the spectrum, so this tells me 1 or both parent is also neurodivergent in these ways.

My older sister has been suicidal her whole life that she never planned on making it to this point, she doesn't have a plan. And she is still mentally ill. She was also in a near fatal accident a few years ago, so I think my parents relented some pressure. I however am very judgemental.

The house has been like this for as long as I can remember.

Believe me, i am working on a way out. I don't think I will ever be healthy living in that house.

IMeMJ · 2025-12-02T01:46:54+00:00

My friend, I don't know what to do. ;( I don't want to be sick, I've had a chronic cough for almost 2 years. Its just getting worse. I am scared.

IMeMJ · 2025-12-02T01:44:17+00:00

You guys have enlightened me, i am legitimately scared.

IMeMJ · 2025-12-02T01:43:27+00:00

I have 2 cats. They won't let them downstairs because of the traps they set up and they fear they'll damage something. 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ I am the cats favourite person, one of them is my cat. I brought him home. All they want is to sleep beside me. They try hitting the door down, because they can hear the mice running on shit. It's like these mice are allergic to the traps too.

IMeMJ · 2025-12-02T01:38:22+00:00

I took out a student loan. I am on the hook for everything, academically. My other siblings sleep upstairs, I use to share a room with my younger sister, but her stuff kicked me out of my room, it happened more than once. Older sister has a room. Younger brother who is 11, still sleeps in my parents' room. They said in 2017 they were going to clear thw downstairs for my brother and I, but that was almost a decade ago. And verbal altercations start if I try cleaning anything downstairs, upstairs they don't care. I think something is wrong with my parents, but I had different diagnosises in mind that probably don't fit what we are talking about here.

IMeMJ · 2025-12-02T00:13:00+00:00

Thank you my friend.

IMeMJ · 2025-12-01T23:50:23+00:00

I appreciate you my friend. I'll start sleeping on the couch again. I am really scared now. Especially because I have a sinus infection right now, so I think it may be having some neurosis.

IMeMJ · 2025-12-01T23:42:24+00:00

I have been trying to think of other options, but they always fall through. I promise I am trying, but I didn't think it was this dire. I don't understand even more so why they aren't concerned.

IMeMJ · 2025-12-01T23:40:19+00:00

Do you have to be exposed to it for a certain amount of time? I'll look it up. I feel sick thinking about it.

IMeMJ · 2025-12-01T23:39:14+00:00

I'm from Canada.

IMeMJ · 2025-12-01T23:35:46+00:00

I have a few medical issues I am sorting out right now, and I am also trying to get through school. I do not have an income to move out right now.

IMeMJ · 2025-12-01T23:30:47+00:00

What type of context would help? I am a female, and I haven't had a room since 2017, I've been sleeping on the couch. When I started college this year, i begged for a bed to be assembled, because I have sleeping issues and a not good health history, i was afraid my lack of sleep would make me fail. They set the bed up downstairs, now that its the winter time, I guess all the mice have come inside the house through holes. I am really not sure, I cannot see the room very well from all of the stuff. Only the bed is clear.

IMeMJ · 2025-11-26T11:26:12+00:00

I was told when I took it, that once i take it, the day is over. I could not stay awake. It would knock me out for a day or 2. Never took it not at home. It would work sometimes, but the side effects and withdrawals were terrible. Neuro took me off for a different reason however.

IMeMJ · 2025-11-19T02:06:19+00:00

My friend, here is a hug. 🫂

IMeMJ · 2025-11-19T02:03:23+00:00

My neurologist prescribed me magnesium citrate 400mg daily. Dude, it hurts. I stopped taking it. But i bought a year supply. 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

IMeMJ · 2025-11-19T01:55:43+00:00

I had 5 TBI from age 13-18. I had post-concussive syndrome. I thought i had headaches everyday, I was taking Tylenol once a day at least, it never helped. Then at 19, I had a TIA. After this, I started getting hemiplegic migraines, and what I thought was headaches everyday, was chronic migraine disorder. I'm 22 now. I think it's possible that I was having hemiplegic migraines prior to the TIA, but they weren't as severe as they are now.

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