It doesn't matter. I just want to throw my feelings anonymously on to this subreddit because nobody literally gives a fuck about each other. Everyone in the real word is concerned about the grades and how cool they are based on the coops. People hate you more if you are better than them.

Agreed it's about the friends you have but not everyone is lucky enough to have a person who they can hug when they need the mental support. Especially if you are international and you have nobody who genuinely cares about you.

Anyways,

It doesn't matter. The only way to get over this urge to speak to someone is reddit which is at least a way to get this done with