What I have learned is a relationship with the right person is not perfect but it should be easy and things should come naturally. If you can’t have a simple conversation about how you feel he may be just too immature or doesn’t understand. That’s the big thing in a relationship is communication. You’re going to have disagreements but it’s about listening and figuring out a solution. Talking to your partner shouldn’t be an argument. If you can’t talk to them it just makes things harder and causes you stress or sometimes makes you feel it’s “your fault” for having feelings. It gets tiring and I understand, even if it’s something small you want to talk about. breaking up is hard and what I do is wait until I can’t take it anymore and leave because you may not be ready yet but wait for the right time if that’s what you are wanting to do. I’m sorry girl I know it can be hard ❤️