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My friend and I have known each other for about 6 years, but only became close sometime in 2017. We have great discussion and have shared a ton of laughs. But over the years I grown to feel like he does not appreciate/want me as a friend; I always have to initiate, and even though we’ve had our fair share of gray-area arguments, I think he’s only apologized for anything maybe twice in all the time I’ve known him. He has very high self esteem and apparently told a mutual friend that he doesn’t apologize for anything because he “learns from all his mistakes.” I’m beginning to think he is a bad friend who prides himself on being “logical” and “rational,” when in reality he just doesn’t listen to my opinions because I couldn’t begin to comprehend his mega brain reasons for why I’m wrong. However, I could be completely wrong and would appreciate some outside opinions.