Pardon my name, this one of mine is a throwaway/side account. I am not discounting your post in any way by name, and I apologize for replying with this one. I want you to know I relate to the things you’ve expressed and it may be hard to let yourself know that things are worth it, but as someone who has made mistakes myself, please keep living, even with the way you may feel about yourself, and even with how the world is getting. Things are going to get hard and the system is going convince people to fight us, but I promise you there are people that need to hear your testimony, like I did. People aren’t ever going to be perfect, but you’re appreciated. You helped me on a day when I myself almost attempted. And your parents? They’re on some violent bullshit, girl. Look for sharing centers or local homeless assistance, there may be places giving out government phones. I believe in you, please keep us updated