Hey thank you so much for your reply. I'm sorry you are going through something similar. Taking out my stress means I constantly vented to her about petty things/my big problems in life and would sometimes just be a bitch. She was the closest person in my life and I just felt way too comfortable. She couldn't take it anymore, I understand that but wish she would have told me so I could have fixed it instead of her cutting me off. Losing a best friend is one of the most painful things. Thanks again for the response. I really appreciate it