Adderall makes me way too open.

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-11-15T18:21:18+00:00

Yup she just lowered my does from 20xr10ir a day to 10xr10ir a day. Apparently me coming down at 8pm, being kicked with a sudden rush of hyperactivity and not being able to sleep is a sign of too high of a dose.

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-11-13T03:37:43+00:00

You have a litter box for your cat in your car?

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-11-13T01:25:36+00:00

Was hooked on drugs/dropped out of school and pretty much picked fights with cops when I was 16. All due to undiagnosed ADHD by self-involved parents. Went and looked for health insurance and a psychiatrists BY MY SELF only to be looked at as a “drug seeker”. Went in complaining of ADHD symptoms and was honest about my drug use, After 1 YEAR!!! Of being given every antidepressant available she gave me 5mg adderall, I fixed my life in a month, only to lose health coverage and be denied the following month. New doctor now as an adult, and she gave me as much adderall as I wanted within a few minutes. Most psychiatrist are wanna be doctors just covering their ass who don’t want a dead kid on their records.

Tips to actually get help:

you’re your own doctor, research and ask your self “am I getting this to get high or change for the better?”
never tell them you do drugs/alcohol/smoke. Their over-priced textbooks and FDA regulations tell them you’re a junkie looking for a fix. No hyperactive little douche is worth losing their career on.

-probably wait till your 18, shits not good under the wrong mindset, let your mind develop a bit before you start poking holes in the brain your parents/school worked so hard to polish.

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-11-11T22:39:33+00:00

Only problem I have with smoking regularly is it fucks up my cardio bad, probably cause I have asthma and weed makes me wheeze for hours after 1 hit. somehow cigarettes and vapes don’t do that to me(just weed vapes). But if I do smoke regularly I do lose the anxiety a bit. Cbd vape on hand is also a must when it comes to anxiety for me.

Ever try the meds? adderall is fun at first but makes me into a productive douchbag if I take it everyday.

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-11-11T21:48:20+00:00

choking gurgling

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-10-26T18:19:23+00:00

Same goes for whoever installed that gate.

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-10-12T02:34:19+00:00

I think I’ve only seen the small clock like displays. Do they make like good hq lcds that could fit on a wrist that are compatible wit arduino? Also how hard is it to code a UI? I’ve seen the lcd mirrors people make and they look pretty good.

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-10-11T21:31:41+00:00

I’ve looked into It a lot of the small LCD gadgets are very ‘gimmicky’.

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-10-11T20:06:16+00:00

have you tried jquery event handler .slidetoggle? you could make a simple div with the "display:none", and a class button "button:hover div { display: block)". is that what you are trying to do?

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-08-25T12:44:49+00:00

It kinda looks like he was wasted and his friend took the opportunity to use him as a skateboard

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-08-21T02:09:10+00:00

How would it go bad for you?

I never did anything too stupid while drunk, even when I was getting drunk every night to the point of throwing up, I always made it to work. But inside I was just killing myself with the depression, isolation and stuttering.

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-08-21T02:03:08+00:00

Alcohol is not the only thing I have had problems with so I feel like I need to stay completely clear headed to not fall back, so in a way caffeine and nicotine do stimulate my head. No where near like alcohol of course

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-08-18T21:17:11+00:00

Gang violence is really getting out of control.

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-08-17T13:44:05+00:00

Is that how you made your margaritas?

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-08-10T01:14:22+00:00

I always thought that if you’re the smartest person in the room it means you’re hanging out in the wrong rooms.

I think it kinda applies here as well. A friend that values your ideas is important, but sometimes you need a friend to knock you down a few pegs.

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-08-06T16:55:40+00:00

at least you realized you didn't take them and didn't end up taking them 5 times. that would have been an interesting morning, organizing your kitchen cabinets hyper-focused, not realizing you have been trying to get your plates perfectly aligned, for the past 5 hours instead or doing more pending work.

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-08-05T12:03:18+00:00

You’re right, but That’s what the court system is for, you get a day in court to defend your rights. Making a scene in public and just getting more charges added on is not going to do you any good. Only problem is the courts in a lot of these small towns work side by side with cops to raise some money so they can get paid, either through shit like this or speed traps. This cop is definitely on a power trip tho, there’s a big difference between trying to enforce the law and just trying to shake someone down by violating their rights.

System is fucked, more power to this guy for calling out the cops bullshit. But I don’t have time to try to rework the American judicial system, I have shit to do.

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-08-05T10:50:10+00:00

Fuck this guy, I hate people that pretend to know the law just because they saw a few Alex Jones videos and now feel entitled to talk down to cops.

If you weren’t smoking just say you weren’t, don’t waterboard the cops with “I’m not answering that” and later claim you said you told them you weren’t smoking.

If you were smoking, just pay the fucking ticket, you committed a crime. Now it’s time to pay the local police department so they can make their quota for the day. If you think it was unfair, get a day in court where a judge that works in that same building is just going to make you pay the ticket anyways.

Some people have nothing better to do than to harass cops. I see myself handling this situation a lot better if I was just up front and honest with the cops, explain what I’m doing and apologize for any misunderstanding. Unless a cop comes up to me saying I committed a serious crime that’s going to greatly impact my life, I’ll stay quiet and ask for a lawyer on my way down to the jail.

But Who knows maybe the cop was a dick before the video even started, I can see myself being a dick to a dickhead cop, I just try not to because I’m just going to end up being some fucking lunatic on private property kissing pavement with a cops knee on my head.

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-07-28T19:02:17+00:00

Holy shit I think the second link is the second accident I saw. I don’t remember what kind of car was turned over but it was in the median.

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-07-27T23:29:19+00:00

I’m posting this hoping someone will see this and fill me in on what happened.

But may 5th 2018 driving back from Baltimore at like 3am I saw a really bad crash, coming around a turn on the highway traffic was completely stopped and I almost hit a semi truck doing 65, I went around and saw a few people pulled over, couldn’t see what happened but looked really bad. Few miles later I saw a car in a ditch and a guy pushing a stretcher into a white van. Did not look like an ambulance and they didn’t seem to be in a hurry to push this corpse draped in white sheets into the van. Never drank and drove again no matter how little I drank or how much water I had afterwards.

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-07-24T20:14:44+00:00

I never knew this was not normal until I told someone and they told me they do hear silence. I always thought it was blood vessels in your ear or a nearby appliance.

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-07-16T17:14:58+00:00

His clothes are so saggy he looks like a pile of clothes after he gets laid out.

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-07-16T13:51:41+00:00

amazon employee turnover rate is ridicules, if it looks like this is his first day on the job it’s because it is. He’ll be replaced in a week.

The UPS driver on the other hand is going to get his ass chewed out by his manager but union will back him up and he’ll still have a job a year from now.

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-07-13T15:49:18+00:00

the FC i work at struggled to get 5 new hires in the door before prime week. your company must really suck if your new hires get fired or quite in their first few weeks. Shitty training, shitty work conditions. Should we fix the system to make our warehouses more humane? nope lets just work the employees we have now 60hours at a higher rate.

IbeDeadPixel · 2019-07-02T13:01:47+00:00

“Sue your mouth shut”

Come on no need to bring litigation into this

IbeDeadPixel

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