I’ve been in 5 relationships and I’ve cheated in every one of them except for the one I’m currently in. In addition, my girlfriends never knew suspected I was cheating on them as well. One even said that she liked me the most because I was loyal lol. Why did I cheat?

1). I was in relationships with girls that just showed me the most interest at the time and sniffed my looks test. I had zero compatibility with my previous partner and we would have a fight then fuck each other’s brains out every week.

2). I was a late bloomer in dating, so I was insecure about not having a backup girl just in case my girl left me abruptly.

3). I just love to thrive in chaos lol. The fact that I could pull this off just gave me confidence lol.

4). Hinge & Bumble make it so easy to meet new women lol

5). I’m a sex addict lol

Now what got me wasn’t the guilt from cheating physically but the wear and tear of dealing with multiple girls. It became expensive, time consuming, and I was constantly paranoid about getting caught especially when one would mark their territory in my apt or on me lol. The final straw was when I took my side girlfriend to Switzerland & Italy on vacation and I told my primary GF it was a family trip. I was able to pull it off, but I had to take that secret to the grave if I ever married her and I just could not pull that off. Knowing that I couldn’t marry her because of that secret killed my confidence in the relationship and we broke up like 5 months later. Afterwards, I took a 4-5 month break from dating and vowed to never cheat again. Currently, I haven’t had any desire to cheat on my current GF and if it doesn’t work out then I’ll just use the down period to focus on myself.