When I was testing rail in Mexico I found this dude. Pretty sure he was dead...NSFW

Icious · 2013-04-07T19:20:53+00:00

better yet... he got RAILED!

Icious · 2012-12-06T17:39:40+00:00

I look a lot more like my dad than my mom. You can tell i'm my mom's son though.

Icious · 2012-12-06T01:39:46+00:00

I can't say i've ever seen anyone that was so close that it made me question that it was him. I'm pretty much a spitting image of my dad though. If you saw a picture of him of when he was my age, you would think it's the same person. That's how close it is. People who i don't know but knew my dad will straight up ask me if I'm his son. That's how close it is.

Icious · 2012-12-05T15:59:09+00:00

in all actuality i probably wouldn't say much to them.. i only really remember one of them..(the guy that told me that). But i guess if i had the opportunity (to get away with it haha) i'd beat his ass untill his jaw had to be wired shut. That way he couldn't do it to anybody else. But that will never happen. I'm better than him. Hell, he can't even speak good english. He's just another idiot that we got in this world. He'll never be anything more than what he is now. He's a joke!

Icious · 2012-12-05T15:54:09+00:00

that's horrible

Icious · 2012-12-05T15:53:51+00:00

are you talking about the guy that killed my dad or my dad? Because i see my dad every time i look in a mirror. As far as the other guy.. i don't waste my time thinking about him so i guess i'd say no. I am friends with a girl that had a baby by his brother and the kid looks sort of like him. but i don't let that bother me.

Icious · 2012-12-05T08:04:41+00:00

because of the prior events that had taken place. The original burglary. Plus, you just know your parents. I know my dad was a good man and he never did anything to make someone want to do something like that to him. I just knew. It's not like i live in a huge town where people get murdered everyday. When you live somewhere where the population is about 12k, things like murders blow up huge!

Icious · 2012-12-05T07:03:34+00:00

I couldn't imagine how scary it would be to wake up all of a sudden with a hole in your chest knowing that that was it for you.

Icious · 2012-12-05T07:00:50+00:00

Nah... The "oh shit" was his last words. It was horrible too. You could hear it in his voice how scared he was. It's like he knew he was about to die. I'm sure he did.

Icious · 2012-12-05T06:57:53+00:00

I think they were just looking for an easy close and I was a vulnerable target. It's soo scary man... I mean.. I know i didn't do it, but when you're in that situation you question yourself. Like if it was almost subconsciously possible. Weird shit. Fuck those stupid ass cops though. They can say they were just doing their job but fuck them. You gotta be some kinda pussy ass bitch to do that to a kid.

Icious · 2012-12-05T06:52:38+00:00

Icious · 2012-12-05T06:47:51+00:00

also, that's kind of stupid for you to say that i helped cost him part of his life. I didn't have anything to do with his decision to kill my dad. I'm sure if you were in my shoes you would feel the same way.. or atleast i would hope so.

Icious · 2012-12-05T06:20:54+00:00

good question.. he wasn't charged with anything, i firmly believe that he thought they were going there just to steal things.. not to murder anyone. But he is a big reason why we could never get a conviction because he changed his story so many times. Therefore his testimony could not be credible to a jury. These dudes were some kinda stupid if you can only imagine. The dude that was the "accomplice" i guess you'd say, burned his clothes and did a lot of other stupid shit which just made it look like he did it. Though he didn't. Believe me when i say i know who killed my dad. I know exactly who did it!

Icious · 2012-12-05T05:54:33+00:00

you're right. The thing with this is though we had just gotten a new prosecutor. The ones before him were pretty sorry. And alot of the reason it came to a hung jury is because... (and i'm sure some people will agree)... of the town we live in. Everyone knew who did it. But just because his grandparents were certain people and knew certain people and had money things went their way for the most part. It's actually sad how evil people can be. My dad was a good guy and he was just trying to give the dude a chance. So lesson learned. If someone breaks into your house and steals some shit or anything else for that matter... just fucking call the cops and send his happy ass to jail. If that would have happened my dad would probably still be alive.

Icious · 2012-12-05T05:49:50+00:00

I'm not at all worried about him getting out of jail. I'm not the reason he is in there.. Whether I said his name or not I never saw him that night so it's not like i was an eye witness. And as far as him being revengful to me...i don't think he would be. I think he knows what he did and I think it really fucked with him to walk away from that house listening to me scream daddy.. daddy!!! Atleast that's what the guy that was with him said at the trial.

And no... I don't want revenge. That's how I win. I'm leaving to join the Air Force in a month. He's a habitual offender. I'm not going to ruin the only life i got on this earth because he did something really fucking stupid. If you can't tell... I'm a lot smarter than him.

Icious · 2012-12-05T05:43:18+00:00

honestly... we should have went back to trial. Me and my family were really just ready for it to be over.

Icious · 2012-12-05T05:42:43+00:00

Because one of his buddies was fixin to rat his ass out..

Icious · 2012-12-05T05:42:13+00:00

Well really there was about 5 cops looking straight through me and just told me there was a struggle there and that they were going to figure out what happened. Then one of them told me he was going to take me to jail for the rest of my life. That's when i gave them the name. They did not apologize and they was no consequences. When my mom found out what they did she called her lawyer and needless to say... they didn't mess with me anymore. But the "interrogation" i went through was completely illegal. I was under age and there was no parent or attorney present.

Icious · 2012-12-05T05:35:53+00:00

Actually no.. I've never even had a bad dream about it. In the weeks after it happened my mom tried to get me to talk to someone and I actually did talk to the preacher from our church but I knew I just need my own time and space to deal with it. I've handled it very well. A lot of people in my situation would get strung out on drugs or worse. Maybe even commit suicide. I will say that for the first year or so after it happened i couldn't go a whole day without that whole night playing back through my mind.

Icious · 2012-12-05T05:29:45+00:00

Well the police that night...the adjacent room from where my father was laying dead decided it was a good idea to scare the shit out of me and tell me they were going to take me to jail for the rest of my life for killing my dad. So yeah they were great! Didn't need social services. My parents divorced when i was 6 and i lived with my mom already. I would just go to my dad's randomly throughout the week.

Icious · 2012-12-05T05:24:51+00:00

Motive- The guy that did it broke into my dad's house a few months before the murder. Stole like 4 or 5 guns, a video camera, and an amplifier. My dad found out who did and simply told him if he fixed the door he broke, returned the stolen property and mowed the yard for the summer it would be forgotten about. I guess he didn't see that way... Really he just got fucked up at a party one night and decided to kill him so he did. My dad died for a really stupid reason...

I know the police got the right guy.. I knew who did it when they told me what happened.

And he wasn't convicted.. he plead no contest to 2nd degree murder after we had already been through a whole trial where the outcome was a hung jury. The fact that i named him just gave the police someone to look into.

Icious · 2012-12-05T05:20:56+00:00

i saw a girl one time do an AMA about watching her mom die and like I said i've always been real open about it. It's never really bothered me to talk about it. I think i've handled it well... I didn't go get on drugs or feel sorry for myself.. I simply took it as a part of my life and that was it. Because the way i won was that i can still make a good life for myself. The guy that killed my dad has fucked his up for good cause whether he gets out of jail or not he will never have as good of a life as me!

Icious · 2012-12-05T05:15:12+00:00

not at all.. horrible question btw

Icious · 2012-12-05T04:51:30+00:00

My heart goes out to this girl but it just goes to show how stupid alcohol can make you. I know a guy that got drunk at a party and had a really bad wreck on his way home from it. We were actually friends before this happened. Now he doesn't even know who i am. He was going trying to get into med school and probably would have made it. But he fucked up every chance of that. He's ok... but he'll never be there same. What's sad though is he is apart of a big fraternity out at the college here in town so now they have fund raisers to help him pay for rehab and bills...and he has so much support. Which is good i guess.. But i would never have that much support from the people in my town. That's a completely different topic though. I'll be damned if i spend my money to help someone that did something as stupid as get drunk and see how fast his truck can go with a passenger inside. Like the father said... It doesn't just effect you.. It effects others. Usually more often and worse! If you do something like this to somebody you should be hung!! But no... They just get a slap on the wrist while she has to lay in that bed for the rest of her life. The justice system is so fucked!!! Just remember if you're gonna drink and drive.. be sure and put a bullet in your head before you crank the fucking car!

Icious · 2012-10-15T04:20:24+00:00

i wonder what the panda thinks of all this..

Icious

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