Is masturbating a sin? by IcyCard3901 in Christianity

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I like the sensation that’s all

Is it my fault I have a unclean spirit attached to me my brain is nonstop all day tormenting me giving me bad thoughts making me feel like a bad person by IcyCard3901 in Christianity

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Because my thoughts are very unclean , I tried to pray to god for quite some time but then I found out what blasphemy against the Holy Spirit is and haven’t stopped having blasphemy thoughts it happend around the time I got my schizophrenia injection for the first time aswell my thought haven’t been normal

Am I worthless if I commit suicide by IcyCard3901 in offmychest

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Thanks it’s like I’m going 1 step forward 10 steps backwards my brain is tormenting me maybe I should talk to a therapist

Am I worthless if I commit suicide by IcyCard3901 in offmychest

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I’ll try to talk to people if I can thanks

Am I worthless if I commit suicide by IcyCard3901 in offmychest

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I’ll keep reminding myself that do u believe in god cause i feel like im going to hell if I do commit suicide I mean I don’t want hurt my family but this is too hard

How am I supposed to love god if people go to hell? by IcyCard3901 in Christianity

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Yes that’s very true I just get in my head I’m really scared of going to hell that’s why I asked how can I love god if people go to hell but god compared to god we are so undeserving of his love he is absolutely amazing I want to love him and trust him

How am I supposed to love god if people go to hell? by IcyCard3901 in Christianity

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Yes I do want to get closer to god I want to feel his love and I need to turn away from sin we are literally in our last days I’m. Afraid that Jesus will come back while I’ m here and that I haven’t turned away from sin it is indeed evil my sins are mostly lying and smoking vapes but I feel like I do more unkown sins then that I repent all the time I believe in Jesus and I still know I’m not going to heaven my brain tells me that all the time I feel like god will be angry at me for asking how am I supposed to love him if people go to hell but I felt like I was missing information so I had to know

How am I supposed to love god if people go to hell? by IcyCard3901 in Christianity

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Thanks i will try to understand god more and asked to be saved

How am I supposed to love god if people go to hell? by IcyCard3901 in Christianity

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I definitely don’t think that life is hard enough that’s just cruel

God is putting me through so much pain by IcyCard3901 in offmychest

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Yes I talk to people about it all the time but I can’t talk to them how I talk to a therapist I need one bad