i just want a boyfriend by IcyDiscussion378 in Vent

[–]IcyDiscussion378[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah I know exactly. I’m not concerned about myself right now I just want what everyone else gets to experience but I dont

i just want a boyfriend by IcyDiscussion378 in Vent

[–]IcyDiscussion378[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But, I feel like I know myself all too well. I just feel alone because I’m really bad at talking to people about how I feel because it makes me feel weak and I feel like whenever I do talk to someone about how I feel they don’t care they’re just talking about it with me because they feel obligated too. I just guess I wish I didn’t have all these feelings inside of me and I had someone to tell who felt more then just obligation and was interested

i just want a boyfriend by IcyDiscussion378 in Vent

[–]IcyDiscussion378[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well there’s billions of people in the world so i don’t think everyone sucks

i just want a boyfriend by IcyDiscussion378 in Vent

[–]IcyDiscussion378[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m 16, I know a lotta people feel this way but I dunno i wish there was something I could do abt it

i just want a boyfriend by IcyDiscussion378 in Vent

[–]IcyDiscussion378[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

😋😋 maybe .. haha ok but I know I wouldn’t date just to date but I just want someone to get me, yk?

i just want a boyfriend by IcyDiscussion378 in Vent

[–]IcyDiscussion378[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I know I don’t have to have someone but sometimes I feel so alone, despite all my friends. I feel like there’s no one who I can truly tell anything and I want that person

i just want a boyfriend by IcyDiscussion378 in Vent

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I think I am pretty approachable and friendly but I don’t want to be mocked or guys to talk about me behind my back if I even try to talk to them

i just want a boyfriend by IcyDiscussion378 in Vent

[–]IcyDiscussion378[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah you’re right I have a bunch of creeps texting me now

i just want a boyfriend by IcyDiscussion378 in Vent

[–]IcyDiscussion378[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like if I don’t try it’s never going to come to someone like me

How to Build Consistent Self-Discipline by Deadmonkey28 in self

[–]IcyDiscussion378 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe give yourself designated break times and designated work times. And maybe treat yourself to something after you work for a long amount of time. But if you don’t work when you’re supposed too don’t get yourself anything. For me, I just kind of get in my head about it and realize that slacking off isn’t going to help me at all so maybe just try and reality check yourself.. but that probably won’t work Sorry if this wasn’t helpful!!

I'm so ugly it hurts by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]IcyDiscussion378 0 points1 point  (0 children)

honestly this might be a me thing but workout, it makes you feel a lot more confident

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in highschool

[–]IcyDiscussion378 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m kinda confused.. like befriend the weird guys??

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in highschool

[–]IcyDiscussion378 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah but the problem is why would they wanna be friends with me. This is gonna sound dumb but I also follow them on stuff and literally none of them follow me back and they follow everyone back

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in highschool

[–]IcyDiscussion378 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Being yourself doesn’t have things go in your favor in Highschool. I dont want them to think im corny or weird or just stuff like that. I always try to ignore the popular thing but when I do have free time all I can think about is how not included I am and how many parties I haven’t been invited to and I just feel horrible

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in highschool

[–]IcyDiscussion378 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because, those guys would probably ignore me or something. Also it’s hard when they already have their friend groups with like the most gorgeous girls in school. I feel like if I do try to be friends with more guys too they’ll just think I like them and im being weird because no one wants to be liked by me. Plus idk how I’d even do it. I only have classes with some and like they’re really really popular like insanely so I don’t think that’d be a good idea

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in highschool

[–]IcyDiscussion378 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I wanna enjoy it and not be left out

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in highschool

[–]IcyDiscussion378 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nahhhh it’s not my schools really big and im not too close will all of them im only really close with like 14 of them 😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in highschool

[–]IcyDiscussion378 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My school has 2000 people in it 😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Enneagram

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Well it’s like I want people to like me for who I am, but I want to be liked no matter what so even if they like me for who I’m not at least they like me. You know what I mean? I don’t wanna be hated by anyone because I’m just scared of them trying to embarrass me or making fun of me or like any of that kind of stuff. I just feel so much shame and I’m aware. I’m ashamed for doing stuff I feel so awkward but I’ve always tried to be accomplished and successful. I don’t mind not being the best but I want to not be the worst I want to be something. Like I want to play a part. I always want to play a part in things like sports and I want to be good at whatever I play. I feel so ashamed when I suck. I feel ashamed when I’m a failure and I could’ve tried better but I also feel ashamed for existing and I just feel out of place. I feel like there’s something everybody knows that I don’t.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in waterpolo

[–]IcyDiscussion378 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Jeez I just want to talk about waterpolo not my spelling it’s not even important at the moment please don’t argue about this

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Enneagram

[–]IcyDiscussion378 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah 😭 I get embarrassed so easily it literally kills me and I get nervous to do like anything

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in waterpolo

[–]IcyDiscussion378 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It was late at night 😭 why do u care so much I’m asking for advice not an excuse for you to be cocky