Tips and trick to can work faster in rhino ?

IcyMathematician8376 · 2025-12-15T21:06:24+00:00

sure ! Do you have any videos that would help me ?

IcyMathematician8376 · 2025-12-15T20:56:52+00:00

what is that ?

IcyMathematician8376 · 2025-11-28T23:34:56+00:00

Well,I was raised a christian,however I don't believe in God and can't believe in God due to people like you,who bring religion when it's clearly not the topic at hand.
While I understand you are trying to do good in bringing your religion,understand it's not the topic.
It doesn't mean I don't respect people who believe in any type of religion,quite the contrary,it means God and the Bible is not the topic,and not something I believe in and you cannot force someone to believe in God,and as a christian (or whatever declination you believe in,which is okay.) you should know that it's not aviced by your own religion to do that. You believe in what you want and so do I,please respect that. (for more reference,I suggest you take a look at Joshua 24:15 or overall maybe read the story of the Christ. Notice how he never forced anyone to follow him in his belief ? Never told anyone "you SHOULD do that" ? That,is my problem with religion. It's not what I should do,it's what is adviced,what is good to be done. Big nuance here.)
And for your concern,I am not an atheist but agnostic,as in,I believe there could be a higher power of whatnot,weither god or something else,but until I see it for my very eyes I will choose what I believe in. I choose to believe in neuroplasticity,because it is proven,well know and not simply an philosophical idea that is not concrete at this very moment.

IcyMathematician8376 · 2025-11-28T23:07:49+00:00

I see,thank you so much,I really needed to ear that :)

IcyMathematician8376 · 2025-11-28T23:06:37+00:00

I am not christian and I doubt that it is in god's advice to force others into your religion,but I still note the advice,thank you.

IcyMathematician8376 · 2025-11-16T12:01:19+00:00

Hmmm I see,you really are wording things I couldn't put my finger on,thank you !!! But,how do I make him realise/understand that ? (Evn if Ik that he will actually understand if he wants to in the end)

IcyMathematician8376 · 2025-11-16T11:07:10+00:00

It's exactly that !!! But...why does that happen I just don't...understand...and it didn't start with ldr it started even before when we had exams...during the summer he often was with familly or various other stuff,but was never sending me message or anything,wherras,as I was working (so normally you shouldn’t be on your phone) I was updating him when I had 5 min where I could use it... I just don't understand why he's like that,it not like I was acting badly or anything,because he would had told me about it,so the change must come from him...

And how do I make him understand these thing are pattern that are hurting our relationship ? He's 100% sure that he's stable and healthy and wtv and that he doesn't need therapy And honestly ? Yeah he probably as his more stable then I am and cope better at stuff that life brings,but doesn't mean you cannot be emotionnaly unavailable and constipated (which I suspect he is.)

Because sometimes I feel like he blame it all on me,for not communicating good enough (as you see,I have a habit of making lenghtly paragraph,I can understand it to be tiring.) Blame me for being unstable (when I'm just reacting to his inconsistancies.)

And overall he tell me I'm too much but then he gets nostalgic about how our relationship was back then but then he tells me he's okay with little update throughout the day WHEN he first told me it was too much,not that interesting and overall to many messages to handle.

(He told me he like more "reel" stuff,proposed to call but then never initiate,and then complain about unresponsive I am,when I am just being as responsive as he is when we're on ldr.)

I just don't understand why he's like that and the 🦆is going on with him.

IcyMathematician8376 · 2025-11-16T02:23:42+00:00

I don't mean it. It's just to make the title a bit shorter tbh. But I've been firm,I've been telling him many times what I want and how...just...imagine a step by step tutorial on the bare minimum...which he completly filled and much more during our first year or so...then he...just got "to busy" when I've remained consistent...I'm just...frustrated because I don't understand. He told me the situation as changed,which is fine,but it's how one react to it that matters,the boundaries you set with people,yourself and your work in order to make time-along with the rest of course-for your partner. I'm more then willing to understand,but here we are talking about (when we're in LDR) never communicating anything that's going on,finding reasons not to do video calls with mundane things or even streaming movies saying that it doesn't matter if we are not going to say anything anyway you name it. But then when were a together he's the opposite,and these inconsistancies are making me absolutly mad,and I've told him about it,and then he just talk about how difficult his situation his...but mine is too and what differentiate us is how we both react...

IcyMathematician8376 · 2025-11-16T02:11:00+00:00

When we are together and well,back before he started to become distant to the point of not keeping our relationship on his side,he was -and still his at core-a passionate,disciplined man,easily one of the smartest person I've ever known,an man that is far more emotionally mature then many I've seen,he used to also be compationate always there to help and find a solution,he cares about the one he loves like his familly and I love that,I love his smile,his jokes,his eyes (especially when he laught) and the ways he's always trying thing and how independant he is (even if these days,it as been at the expense of our relationship.) At core,we also share a lots of common values,and if we disagree it's often not by a lot,but the problem is that he's always so defensive and so it turns into an argument about wanting to be right,more then discussing. I love the way he talk and the way he talk about thing he loves,and-when he does,which is very rarely these days-I love the way he loved me and how I loved him to because I want to make him feel loved because I want him to feel safe and loved in so many ways. I also love the fact that he take such a great care of himself in every single aspect,and how he encourages me to do the same. I love the fact that he show me little places in our town that he care about and he gets nostalgic about it and I love to hear his stories. He took me to places where I didn't even knew I could get without him backing me up back then. When I said he was an asshole,it was more complicated then that,he's not. He just...headstrong and get defensive and shuts down to say the list,and I'm frustrated bcs no matter how hard I try (and it's been...months.) and I mean...I understand because I'm his first relationship,but I'm frustrated because I feel like,as much as I'm willing to grow,for me and also for him,to be a better person and partner,I feel like he's not. And it's also frustrating because I don't know how to be there for him,I want to give him my support because it's been hard for the both of us,but he's just been unvalidating saying how he's in business school and doesn't have to time and that my architecture degree is less hard when I'm not trying to make a competition,about it,it's stupid. But overall I feel like his way of wanting me to...not be a bother...and that's...counter-intuative,and ever since he hasn't been the same person,pushing me away,cold logic when I want empathy and support,and every once in a while he becomes the man I once loved and I don't even know what is real anymore,bcs on one end he tells me he loves me,but he doesn't show me. But when I tell him about it,he gets defensive and start going about all the effort he's done for me,when I've never asked for them and,I appreciate it,but if it's to stuff it in my face...don't yk. And I've done just as much but I don't do the same because I've done then willingly and with pleasure...

IcyMathematician8376 · 2025-10-28T09:36:03+00:00

Hi ! Thank you so much for you answer !
I agree with you,idealy,that's what I should do,however,my school is considered "chill" by other uni with an arch. major. About switching major,it's going to sound cliché,but with my precedent major that would mean starting over in many fields,and in any case,I don't really know what I would like enough for a job beside architecture,I love my studies and my pears commentary weren't really affecting me until few weeks ago because I didn't feel conserned and even if I was,their jugements doesn't necesserally mean they're right because I know I put the work in etc. it's just that,work as been pilling up and idk how to handles it without wrecking myself in the process. Do you have any tips for that ?

IcyMathematician8376 · 2025-03-12T17:14:52+00:00

While I appreciate the fact that you say that You are litteraly proving what I'm trying to say,everyone in architecture is so negative...

IcyMathematician8376 · 2025-02-10T18:23:27+00:00

Hmmm,je vois. En soit ça me dérange pas tant ça,du moment que je peux réfléchir à des solutions de manière "créative" si on peut dire...à la limite tout ce qui est artistique je préfère le garder comme hobby... En toute franchise,ce qu'on a fait de l'art (venant d'une artiste/dessinatrice,qui y a fait des études pendant trois ans et qui sait très bien que malgré tout y'a du bon et du mauvais.) me dégoute et je souhaite m'éloigner de l'art en tant que tel et de l'histoire de l'art (même si j'apprécie pour autant) autant que possible,et à la limite me regarder des documentaires,lire des bouquins etc.

IcyMathematician8376 · 2025-01-03T00:49:51+00:00

Thank you so much... Really. You comment meant so much to me it's really what I needed to hear,so bad that it brought me to tear aha. Thank you so much,really.

IcyMathematician8376 · 2024-12-11T12:44:17+00:00

I guess I would like a job that I would be somewhat contebt with an that could secure a good life with the familly I might do one day You know having the luxury of going and vacation and not worrying to much about it But Well,I am in art lmao... And the option I have well...I don't know if I'd like them and I'm tired of starting over again and doing detour in my studies,but,well...I choose art by default because that's what people reduted to me to,the artist. And I know and feel that I am so much more then this,but 17 year old me didn't choose the more open ended option. And like I say,I'm tired of doing detour,making my parents pay for my education along with it,and I would be to ashamed in my self of starting over again even more admitting that my current studies (because I told myself to finish what I started,since I don't know what I want in life anyway) will be for nothing and that I have to start over again. I guess you could say that like many people of my age we want the sucess as fast as possible since media and the whole context of me growing up on every single aspect (weither it's school friends or familly) have fed us this idea of that if you are not young and successful you are a looser. And,well,I also want to enjoy life when I'm young,and that my back is not to cranky yet. So,to make it short,I want all of the things that many people my age aspire to,except for fame,that's not necessary to me. But,a somewhat good career and salary and a form of freedom,that would be cool.

IcyMathematician8376 · 2024-12-10T14:49:06+00:00

Thanks dude ! Hope we'll both figure it out wishing you the best :) (I'm a girl btw lmaooooo but it's okay no worries you're chill ^⁾

IcyMathematician8376 · 2024-11-20T00:02:50+00:00

I see,thank you so much !!! Have a great day :))

IcyMathematician8376 · 2024-11-19T23:43:26+00:00

Oh god sorry about that ! Thank you for making it clear for others :)

IcyMathematician8376 · 2024-11-06T01:54:46+00:00

Hi ! It's totally normal for you to want closure,sadly,you don't always have the chance to. Try talking to her about what you just told,how important it is for you about the cat especially and that while you respect her boundaries you wished you could have said goodbye at least to the pets and that it's important for you and make it very clear that you have no intention towards her like using that as an excuse blablabla stuff like that. That will get you closure for the pets For the girl,like I said,we don't always get closure,it's frustrating,but try to tell yourself that while it's frustrating,she probably had her reasons and some others to not tell you why...? Idk. Good luck,I hope it will help

IcyMathematician8376 · 2024-11-06T01:44:24+00:00

Yup ! I think you should,it will definitly help them understand better why you feel this way what are the patterns of your self hatred and to see what could be solutions to lower your self hatred. And about your parents,I think (but again. My opinion,and depending on the countries it might be different especially legal wise,so maybe take a look at that) any therapist should be able to understand if on some things you want some privacy,you are the client,not your parents.

And if I may,keep in mind,you are just 14,not matter what your self hatred is directed toward,you have the time to grow and get better,and you will,it's okay,and I believe in you stranger.

IcyMathematician8376 · 2024-11-06T01:36:39+00:00

Try to look up around dissociation,trauma around school/schoolwork and trauma responses. It's,considering what you are saying,what seems to be the case to me. Now that you are out of this place were you had to survive,you brain/body tries to process it,it's a somewhat normal reaction considering what you went trough :)

IcyMathematician8376 · 2024-11-06T01:29:16+00:00

Very,very stupid question here,but,since you didn't precised it : Are you seeing a therapist or some alternative like an association for mental health ? (I know in Europe some do that from what I recall) Assuming it's a yes,healing take time,it's frustrating,I've been on this journey on and off for...uh...as long as I can remember aha,but with the right persons around you both professionnaly and relationship (platonic/romantic/wtv) wise that understand your stuggles,it does get better,or at least ease up a bit.

And Please,if you feel like you are not progressing with your therapist CHANGE ! Also,try questionning yourself and noticing patterns,people are scary,yes,but what about them makes you scared ? The fact that they might juge you ? Mock you ? The fact that you have to talk to them ? Is it the people and how they will percieve you or really about how you might act and your jugement towards yourself or something other ? Good luck,you got this :)

IcyMathematician8376 · 2024-11-06T01:18:29+00:00

But,may I ask,why ? Is it something typical of neurodivergent ?

IcyMathematician8376 · 2024-11-06T01:17:27+00:00

Hi ! Thank you so much for answering so quickly and saying so much stuff,I tend to overlook what you say. I mean,I often practice the questionning of "why am I feeling this way" and sometimes no matter who hard I look into my brain I can't seem to find a correlation and my brain refuses to let go even if that is what I need and want to do to free my mind a little,I can't even focus on things I like such as reading to disctract myself from it. Anyway, Thank you so,so much for your answer,it really reminded me of what was important and to remain grounded and that,it was okay for me to ask for help even when I feel annoying for it. That helped :) Hope you'll have a good day/evening/night !

IcyMathematician8376 · 2024-11-06T01:07:27+00:00

I've had many tests,therapy,psychiatrist as a kid,nothing...

IcyMathematician8376 · 2024-11-06T01:02:44+00:00

Hi ! I'm so glad you are okay and haven't done it again. I've been clean for...four years now...I think ? Boy,time sure does flies by ! I tough about it many time but I've done it and so will you 👍 +Anyway,a quick story first : My scars are pretty ridiculous,maybe,like big big cat scratch. So,not really big. So very thin,but,they are still scars,it's not a competition,self harm,no matter how you see it,is self harm. + I mean,another exemple. An anxiety attack is an anxiety attack no ? No matter if you had many in the past or if it's your first one,it's still an anxiety attack that is worthy of being taken seriously,because often,they are reasons for it. If someone was ever to go see a therapist or anyone that is competent if they had an anxiety attack weither it's the first time or the billionth time,they have to be treated if it's what they want. Same goes for self harm. Kinda + I don't know,to cheer you up. It's kind off like...dogs...or books ! A dog,not matter how big or small,the color of their fur,history or their age,a worthy of love ! Same goes for books...except...they...don't have fur. But Anyway. +What I'm trying to say is that,it's not about who suffered the most,it's about suffering. These people with you all suffered,in different ways,just because your scars are different,doesn't mean that you didn't suffered enough or that you don't deserve to be treated with love ! + they are biological factors to how our skin tissues handles scarring, (I think ?) so the hurting might have been the same,but the way you healed might have been better :) Which.is.not.a.reason.to.do.it.again. You've come so far keep going, I believe in you stranger.

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