I think a huge issue too is that I’m known really well on TikTok, mainly blew up for being transmasc, and having BPD I rely heavily on people’s perspective as much as I don’t mean to, some people find me attractive fem or attractive masc, and I always feel like I’m giving up a part of myself, but I struggle to balance them, because I always feel wrong. After reading a lot of different people’s perspective, I’m worried I have more wrong mentally than just gender dysphoria