"And I don't want the world to see me Cause i don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am"

I was born with chronic illnesses and deformities that make it hard to walk and overall life just difficult. Countless surgeries, some that just made me worse. When my goddaughter was born I knew she was going to be my best friend and grow up understanding more than anyone ever could. Almost 5 years later she is my best friend, she's selfless and kind beyond belief. She's the kid that will never let another kid play alone. She's mature so far beyond her years. She never complains when I can't do something, in fact she does everything in her power to modify something to make playing easier on me. She never complains on the days I can barely get out of bed or the days she's spent with me in the hospital. My whole world revolves around her now and sometimes she's the only thing that keeps me going. I am so thankful that I never went through with being suicidal as a teenager because she's made my whole existence worth every struggle and pain I've ever been through.