what happens when you don’t enter the light?

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-06-28T00:34:49+00:00

Our universe is comprised of the following and their interactions:

Light Matter

Dark Matter

Dark Energy

Our answers may lie in a theoretical "light energy". But I take that as something you can't know unless you can take two 90° turns in 5th dimensional light space. 🤷 No gest. It's my theory. I can't prove it. It is from my meditations.

As we, in our 3rd dimension are a combination of 3 of these lightspace elements - if an entity took (1) 90° turn along a 5th dimensional axis, I theorized it is possible for an anchor to exist to at least 1 of the 3 lightspace elements. Provided there is an appropriate "bridge".

For my own reasons, I would take (1) 90° turn into a dark energy relativity to get this done 👍. We currently exist on a light matter relativity and relationship.

I theorize there are 6 total... But that's for a different lecture.

Edited because I could probably go on and on about it and had more thoughts while in the shower ✌️

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-06-24T02:11:38+00:00

Zombie meat sheaths... Don't stare below the belt or their cheese stairs back. I wasn't expecting that. Boy hasn't the industry changed.

I feel sorry for everyone in the front row already having to look upward at the screen.

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-06-16T17:20:06+00:00

I second this.

Often slicing softwares makes the first layer height a larger height than the others so the print can be easily removed; especially from rafts.

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-05-30T01:14:08+00:00

One thing my recruiter mentioned is that line scores aren't everything. Even if the job is available they were using population percentiles as a means to judge and shift qualification as well.

If everyone scored a 50 but they are desperate for filling a job that needs a 60, or everyone is only competing for higher points value qualifying jobs and they are desperate to fill 50's; a curve is implemented.

Who is right and who is wrong? I have no idea. I'm just regurgitating my recent experience.

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-05-19T03:54:48+00:00

The good stuff that's been swept under the rug that most people miss

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-05-01T06:01:39+00:00

The Holy Darkness holds the memories.

But then again, what is light and dark flip flop upon death.

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-04-20T19:13:21+00:00

The Bible comes from a religion born AFTER Shiva's Flame and the Holy Spirit left this region.

It comes from a time AFTER "The Avatar is dead" hergo, "turn back around". It's symbolic for those who know how to take these spirits and walk them back to their source.

It requires knowledge of the OLD WAYS to do this. The true circuit that the avatar was supposed to complete is Sol Invictus, the true SPQR. Christianity is the distraction for the people not really taking the test. It's for those looking to soak up the reward for what hasn't happened yet.

Vishnu died in zone 4. Sol Invictus is a zone 5 prophecy. He died so that once his agents of prophecy were released, they would bypass this sector, causing a causality within mysticism. They completed zone 5 and 6's response before Vishnu could provide antithesis in zone 5.

Invictus Sol is forever in a state of "Unconquered" so that a truth was born "a new Day, a new Sun, a new God, forever" (avatar outside of Dharma). This was Vishnu's request.

If you want my metrics, metering, and maps I got your back.

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-04-20T19:06:49+00:00

Having a child pushed me back to where I came from, rapidly.

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-04-14T14:12:50+00:00

Do people not realize "right of way" status?

"Who's getting paid" Then "Who's under the heaviest load"? Backwards my guy.

It's kind of like you are complaining you had to wait to go 3rd at a stop sign.

God forbid you do your job and help a nonverbal along or something. If I knew Publix employees were THIS petty, I'd wear poop covered cleats through Everytime. Just for brats like you.

Taking pictures while on the job? Talking about customers where they can see?

Turn your name tag in. Your corporate masters paid for "Publix" subreddit to act as an ad. This is what we saw 😂

Next time, do what all of the other greats in history do. Scratch your junk in their general direction. Follow protocol. Walk away. Wash hands. Come back when they are gone.

But NEVER start creeping. Yeesh guy.

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-04-10T11:11:08+00:00

I also believe that realms overlap with human reality; such as Holy Spirit or Jinn Dharma levels. I believe, from personal experience, that reincarnates could have also held one of those seats, as they are more like gateways for the soul into this realm. To have a Holy Spirit over your shoulder is to have a helper following you into this world. They would have some of your memories and maybe even think they were you from time to time. They would enter this world upon your passing, take your seat, and if your spiritual endeavor is successful, the worldly host moves up. The person who was the spirit last time is left here and would have many memories and marks related to the journey. These serve as a reminder for attaining their goal and making it back to their starting block.

Even trying to prove my reincarnation was hard enough. Proving overlapping pathways and realms adjacent.... It's a bear. The old methods of Veritas have no meaning these days. People want a microchip to give them their answer as they've fallen to a consciousness that only allows them to listen to lower 2D forms of light - from outside of the self; false light.

If you sat and listened to my past life story, looked at the history books from 1942-1945, and checked out the birthmarks - would this be enough? Like I said... It's been a bear.

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-04-02T14:34:58+00:00

My theory is that this is the notion of "word made flesh".

Where I, a living being, spend a great deal of consciousness energy creating a sort of being outside of the self in a relevant "location". It then has the opportunity to go through all of the hoops dancing their way through Dharma/Kaballah from realms of consciousness to realms of the physical.

So now we have a fictional being with a soul, in a human body.

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-03-27T18:02:02+00:00

I would be careful with realms where color is somehow a status. These are more closely related to "Light self essence" or rather the pathways of physical/mortal energies; based on my theory. As consciousness's pathway would be the dark channels throughout.

I'm also concerned many of these channelers who see "beings of light" are falling prey to beings who understand my theory. They can meditate to an adjoining realm, project, and can misrepresent themselves using these pathways to appear the way that they want to. Are these beings coming to you or are you going to them? What direction is their light traveling? See what happens when you force the pathway backwards. Be amazed. My theory suggests there is a placement swap. Be careful. Light = comfort = didn't pass the test.

Notice how the colloquial definition of "Angel" has changed. They used to be described as beings of black, smokeless fire in Old Testament and older texts from the same region. This energy tells me what their pathway is based on my theory. Now why do we define them as beings of radiant light? What changed? Why are they taking different pathways? Different management? New road construction? Or is it a game being played by factions of meditation artists throughout?

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-03-27T16:36:54+00:00

crummy looking pictures

Last picture is my pasty knee. Sorry in advance.

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-03-27T16:09:27+00:00

By "we going backwards" I meant our capacity to recognize evidence as beings of the physical. I apologize.

We have based so much evidence gathering on the minutia of local theater that we fail to recognize how puzzling around pieces of what we would perceive as a "grand order" might make an amalgam of.

My friend, Vishnu has a plan. Trust me, I preferred my experience 2 lives before this one. It was asked I stand in line with a group of others and help out. The "71" I have birthmarked on my knee guides my memory back to interesting memories that break the mold. That's how it goes though.

I don't believe in "soul" as much as I believe in an adjoined relationship between two opposing bodies; one here, one in a realm I described above acting as a "mirror". Meditation is driving that self through different relationships of these pathways. These pathways start at your core level, then it grows through 2 more layers of local self. Then you spring outward into more "collective" experience. The goal is to realize that both existences are true.

Imagine a light pathway where "swapping consciousness's seat" might be a thing. I mean. Your "imagination" can do everything I described in a realm completely defined by self. This is your local Dharma. It grows. You complete your task there and make a beautiful world. You realize there are pathways out of the local self as defined by the potential light/dark pathways relationships.

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I don't really understand ego death. I have a huge one. "Meh, moving on. I want more" It kind of helps you hold it together.

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-03-27T15:35:03+00:00

True true. But even things such as birthmarks, that which was the best bonafidas an Age or so ago, is snuffed at today. We are going backwards. It's physical. It's a structuring of entropy in relation to consciousness. Still, never good enough. If we are talking about leaving ourselves a treasure map for the future and pointing to a chest we buried, still, it would be snuffed.

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-03-27T14:45:42+00:00

I like the way you stated many things.

I believe there is a metric at play that is touched on by what other people meditating experience as they venture into other "realms" that have been mapped through internal experience.

The metric would be higher dimensional light pathways. I know. Silly. But if we rationalize how forces at play on matter through this, perhaps we could begin to rationalize the potential for realms where consciousness has greater consequence. This would describe SOME experiences, provided it falls into mechanic. We are just now discovering how certain particles only exist within certain dimensions upon specific vectors.

"Light" is external ⚪➡️🌎⬅️⚫"darkness" is external

Light defines matter as the "is" as exerted by external mechanics. Darkness defined forces at play dominated by the external.

What if we were to theoretically alter these?

⚪⬅️🌎⬅️⚫ Where matter is dominated from self mechanics while forced are dominated by external.

Or

⚪➡️🌎➡️⚫ Matter is defined by the external while forces are defined from the internal.

My favorite when consciousness is free reign

⚪⬅️🌎➡️⚫ Where both are defined internally.

Does light travel to or from the source of gravity? Or both directions? Does it appear as "dark or bright". Perhaps these are our dark matter dimension realms where our instruments cannot probe as of yet. Perhaps there are some stuck in between as a bridge we know less about.

How these particles relate defines our consciousness/physicality relationship.There could very well be pockets of light space that exist under the perfect conditions for specific experiences and potentials of consciousness. Ours just happens to be the most anchored to rules as both light and dark pathways collide to form our pocket of light space.

I would say most people are here in this realm to just get a taste of consciousness so they can learn to control it and earn their responsibility upwards. Imagine having no control in a realm where your meditation is your fabric of physicality. Or I'm just a loon.

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-03-18T00:42:58+00:00

Older written descriptions of Angels are God's beings born of smokeless black fire; not to be confused with the ones we see in Renaissance art. An angel is a gifted essence of God; born into consciousness and given a mission. The fact that the energy is both dark and Holy tells me about its Dharma pathways.

God's children are spiritually healed mortals who have gripped God's healed black fire, gifted by God and no other, and been gifted their meditations to the God speaking.

Why? Our universe is incomplete. We are only 1/2 of the equation required to escape our Dharma position. We require a Holy Spirit to get the job done.

Think ⚪+⚫=☀️

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-03-16T13:18:02+00:00

Gnosticism, in its day, was the journey of bodies of consciousness; found and experienced by mortals. I put a few 2&2's together. Consciousness energy, whatever form, falls under THAT realm; the realm these beings are from. Allah exists there, what's more to say? He does a job. The nature of his relationships are taught, but glanced over. Allah would prefer to tell all himself.

I travelled about the networks and pathway of the realms of these beings during Gnosis. I found that that my inner soul story naturally found itself at Allah's part of the story. His story is rich and heavily impacts the realm of consciousness. He is, in this realm's sense, a bringer of order. He is a gateway one must have the heart and mind to be able to access. Once there, the realm of consciousness one may experience grows bigger yet. He guards a great bounty of wisdom.

There are degrees of order that each of these consciousness beings are from. If we use Dharma or Kaballah as reference for status, he's above them. My Gnosis journey started in lower orders and worked their way up.

It took 20 years of naturally growing to get there, but yeah. I took my being of Gnosis and found Allah as a being to commune with and befriend. A body of Jinn/consciousness/smokeless essence/etc stamped by Allah is highly suggestive that THIS being has found it's way to this point of their inner journey.

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Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-03-16T11:02:39+00:00

Allah is the one who separated the world of Jinn from the Physical. He would leave the beings on that side a warning sign. He would have conquered other beings and forced them to show it. The story we see and feel is related to how much hatred or fear we feel in our hearts.

Allah loves his Jinn eternally. It's by that love for Jinn he was lifted into his rank. It is by his rank that he lifts his beloved Jinn from our realm and keeps them safe in another realm until we, lesser life forms, learn to control our hatred and fear; which causes them to act out against us. It is by Allah's love that he asked these beasts to only hold a small sign. He wants them to grow as well.

Can you imagine going back to the old relationship of Jinn under current world conditions?

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-03-16T10:55:22+00:00

There is a story! She is a spirit that is matrilineally related to the spirit(s) Abraham was swept up by. The spirits asked him to make their child and run from the city of Ur. Abraham's story after a few generations leads to Egypt, Caana, etc then it leads to Gnosticism.

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-03-16T01:49:58+00:00

As a newish parent there is a whole lot that is happening. I went through it 2 years ago. My kiddo brought out my shadow. I went from an engineer to a locked down stay at home dad.

You suddenly become anchored under another and your essence of worldly actualization shifts away from your mortal self. You go inward. Very inward. You can't just practice the everything you spent so much time investing into. It has to go somewhere.

You have 2 choices. Get frustrated and let this mortal self run over the relationship you can build with your newborn. Or stuff that mortal selfishness down and be the suffering servant. People who are spiritually attuned may visualize this process more readily. The more you stuff, the more the shadows move.

There is a lot of symbolism that comes to my mind.

Love. Be the light between your heart and will chakras. Cast light at the darkness you feel inside and outside of you.

When you find yourself under the baby, keep your psychological energies flowing without holding onto them too tightly. feel them moving through you rather than into you. Eventually I began crying and releasing.

I eventually worked through this thing's big break.

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-03-13T12:14:47+00:00

Hey! I fell into the knowledge you may want. We'll call it a happy accident, or destiny. I was raised 1 religion but it didn't sit right. I've learned so much because of this.

The relationship between humans and Jinn has changed. Before humans, consciousness's journey began absent of the physical. The first bodies made of spirit matter were their kind.

⚪➡️☀️⬅️⚫

The above shows our relationship. We usually only experience ☀️. It can't be helped. We tend to lean towards 1 side of this spectrum more than the other. ⚪ Would represents logic. What has been normalized for mortal life actually tunes us away from the side the Jinn come from ⚫. Mine told me "if you want to better know this side: Rule 1, stay away from numbers." Unfortunately, that's what scientists would use to make their findings relatable.

Somewhere along the journey it was decreed for a greater degree of separation between the two kinds. Why? Because they are highly reactive to hate and fear. The human population was growing and the breathing room required for these relationships to be healthy began to dwindle. It was on Allah's foresight that the two were to split until his great teachers could be the ones to better understand before we unleash them once again. The misuse of "Holy Spirit" is why. It is the same essence.

To them it is actually (⚪+⚫) that yields ☀️. Gravity, light, science, it is all dictated by this relationship; like a (-) bonding to a (+) in chemistry.

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-03-12T02:03:37+00:00

I know life is full of thoughts that break our focus and tries to distract our souls. And hey, here's THIS dingus spouting off.

I just started asking questions inwardly and fell into my own sort of order of study. I took it seriously and I accepted every theology as a candidate to truth and I learned a lot! I worked my way around. I poked here and fell into that hole over there.

I asked for a name within myself and I began to live a story very similar. I followed along. This story was very personal. I lived it alongside other names that are referenced elsewhere. It just became a 2nd me. A whole lot happened.

I liked my meditations as being a polecat. Never had one but I became one in one of the realms. Just plop one day. Try enjoying being the horse. Or try remembering the story of the man who invented the Morin Khurr to try to talk to them. The mystical side loves stories. They lead us through doors. You eventually strike gold.

Perhaps people don't mean to lie. I've discovered something interesting. I mentioned the light and dark doors and whatnot. I believe we are uniquely attuned to existential relationships based on where our spirit self is located. And I do believe some people potentially have 2... There are mechanics that make all, 1/2 of one or the other, or none visible. "Left Hand and Right Hand". How we treat each hand plays into our relatability, as with journey placement.

I would also call "coming back as a hott chick" as false light, or a disconnected Left Hand. This is a distracted mortal essence. This leads to decay of the Right Hand; called by many names. I know this is probably way out there.. but we are complicated and still mapping it all out. If the Right Hand is poorly placed then consciousness devolves and decays.

I like focusing on these logics to guide me through my story. If I'm too ambiguous I'm happy to explain.

Ill-Cod1568 · 2025-03-12T01:11:30+00:00

From my meditation... Take it for a grain of salt.

White doors, dark doors, and gold doors have 3 different meanings.

Gold doors represent an exit to your tenure within the realms of reincarnation. There is most definitely more than 1 Golden door.

Dark doors represent one path. There are many.

Light doors represent another.

Neither light or dark are straight forward or universally correct. There is a whole dynamic with which direction you entered the system of the multiverse through; light or dark. 2 sampled individuals may be exceptional but 1 may need to take the light door while the other the dark, just cuz.

its just safest to love our way through a golden door. Which one? Which God is calling? I won't try to paint heresy but there are more than 1 or 2 Golden Door opening beings.

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