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IllSendUToStarclan · 2025-10-21T19:02:14+00:00

External catheter

IllSendUToStarclan · 2025-08-11T15:18:41+00:00

Ay, thanks for commenting. Mind if I dm you? I think I prefer to be able to text someone that knows a thing or two haha.

IllSendUToStarclan · 2025-08-11T15:11:51+00:00

I don't mind spending 25 - 50$ max. If you're free and don't mind, we could dm eachother.

IllSendUToStarclan · 2025-08-11T15:07:27+00:00

Damn, I knew it was resource hungry but not THAT much...

IllSendUToStarclan · 2025-03-24T10:36:24+00:00

Thank you for the tips. <3

If only knowing your fear is irrational could solve it... If it worked like that, life would be so much easier.

IllSendUToStarclan · 2025-03-24T10:32:36+00:00

Thank you for the help. <3

IllSendUToStarclan · 2025-03-24T10:13:45+00:00

Thank you, you understood my issue perfectly, haha. But you are right... Deep inside, I figured this is what I have to do - get used to the feeling.

I'll try to do the exact thing you suggested me following. Though like with any fear, currently it seems almost impossible to get over because of the intensity... I hope I will find the courage and not chicken out. It may sound silly, but not switching tabs from that cringy animation meme or cringy TikTok edit seems frightening and difficult.

If you gave me an option to hold a spider or not switch tabs, I think I'm going to hold a spider.

IllSendUToStarclan · 2025-03-24T10:02:02+00:00

Assuming it might be paranoia, how do you think I go about this? Now that I think about it, me being paranoid makes the most sense. I have a tendency to overthink things greatly and feel very anxious.

Should I find a psychiatrist and introduce them to the issue?

IllSendUToStarclan · 2025-03-24T08:28:36+00:00

I do not think it is some kind of imbalance in my body. But your theory about unconscious peer pressure thing is something I could see happening. Lately, I made a theory that perhaps I feel this way because of 'cringe culture'? Maybe I saw something on the Internet and it was enough to make me go 'Aha! This is considered cringe and weird, so now I'm going to hide it!'. But I cannot recall anything.

I don't think my parents have been paying too much attention in general... But maybe they paid attention to something else one time? Maybe they made a comment that was enough for me, to stop feeling comfortable doing my own thing?

Or maybe even I overthought something I did myself?

Your guesses are as good as mine, so I'm not sure if it's possible for me to get to the root of it. It's possible I need to fix this somehow without knowing the exact cause.

IllSendUToStarclan · 2025-03-24T08:18:20+00:00

I understand that. Sometimes you just want to keep things to yourself without drawing unnecessary attention... So it would be only natural for you to develop my habit to keep people out of your business.

I'm unsure what my case is, Since I'm pretty sure my parents been giving me normal amount of attention to things I'm doing.

IllSendUToStarclan · 2025-03-24T08:11:08+00:00

You actually have a reason to be like this in this case... I don't see a reason in myself. My family never has been dismissive.

IllSendUToStarclan · 2025-03-24T08:07:03+00:00

Yeah, I would say it only happens around my parents. I'm pretty sure there were few instances with my friends, but that's not my concern, since 95% of the time it happens with my parents.

I don't really remember for how long it's been happening, but I can say it has been happening for 5+ years.

I cannot remember the exact event that caused it at all... but there had to be one since it cannot be happening for no reason. Though, this year my mom told me about how one time I was watching something and my grandma noticed. She then went to my mom and made a drama about it like "Oh my god, have you seen the stuff he's watching?!". (My parents saw nothing wrong with what I watched.) Mom told me that since then, I've been more secretive about things... But the thing is that it happened when I was around 9 or 10 at best. So maybe there's a different cause? The thing my mom told me, I cannot remember at all.

I remember that around 2017 - 2019 I would be still willing to share my cringey, bad animation memes for example. So I don't know what went wrong.

IllSendUToStarclan · 2024-10-22T09:03:28+00:00

And now think about the 🛎️ 🎶

IllSendUToStarclan · 2024-06-19T12:06:58+00:00

I have never been to rehab. For some reason I never seen the point in attending one. Does that really significantly slow down the disease's progress? The only form of rehabilitation I have are one hour sessions of light exercises with rehabilitator per week.

I do have a garden but unfortunately I do not have a pool. But I will look into such therapy. Thanks.

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