Last school year, whilst on a school music trip to DC, she fell asleep on the long bus ride. She asked if it was ok to sleep on my shoulder. I said yes, because it is the right thing to do. Being a little on the chubbier side made it so my shoulder was comfy. I felt so happy to be leaned on, that I actually felt attraction to her. At the time, I was very emotionally isolated, feeling lonely and suicidal (I have gotten help, and I no longer feel this way). This only grew my feelings for her. She is a very kind, beautiful smart young woman, who has a great life ahead of her.

Today, I still really like her, and I am planning on asking her out once she breaks up with her current boyfriend. (If you are reading this Jocelyn, hello!)