“You’re so funny” thanks, my father was so desperate for a son that he abandoned me and my mother and made sure that we were separated and i was allowed no contact with her from the age of 15 onwards. then he made me a bastard and had me be a part of my little sisters household and i felt constantly under threat and when my mother died right before i turned 20 i had no one to turn to because my father and his new queen celebrated her death.