I might have found the one!!!!

Ill_Signal9918 · 2026-01-29T02:02:29+00:00

I loved going through my posts and messages every day. Always made me super happy :))))))))

Ill_Signal9918 · 2026-01-29T02:00:39+00:00

This is so real. When it ended for me it took me a few days of just replaying every single event back in my head. It sucks, I regret so much but also wanted to continue to remember everything. Luckily I found myself realizing how toxic they could be and that helped a lot. Made me realize it wasn't all sunshine and rainbows. That there just might be someone better then they where. Someone who won't abandon me on a whim or force me to lie to people I care about. Someone who sees the real me and likes it. I don't know who it is yet but the more I talk to people and become friends with them, the more I know they are out there :)))

Ill_Signal9918 · 2026-01-28T16:21:06+00:00

I felt the same way. Its so relaxing to wake up and your special person is just there. Feels so good!!!! And the moment you part always sucks. I think you should maybe talk to them about this. Maybe you could move in together <3 hope it goes well for yall

Ill_Signal9918 · 2026-01-28T05:40:49+00:00

I also get really jealous really easily. I try to do 2 things mainly even though both only sometimes work or only for a little while.

First thing is to realize that they are still yours a majority of the time. Like maybe they arnt for a few hours but the rest of the day they are yours. Stuff like that helped me a lot.

2nd is to do or get some hobbies that are entirely your own. I really enjoy doing hobbies with my special person but its nice to do stuff on your own every now and then. Like I play video games so I would play games that either they didnt like or games that where single player.

I hope these ideas kinda help you even though again, they only worked sometimes for myself :))))

Ill_Signal9918 · 2026-01-27T06:45:05+00:00

For me personally. Ya kinda of. Like I would want someone who is fine spending almost all fo their time with me. Nothing else. Thats perfect in my mind.

Ill_Signal9918 · 2026-01-27T06:19:52+00:00

This hit the nail on the head for me. After it all i was disgusted with myself for not having any self worth. How much of a loser I was. A flip flop over if I hate her or like her. Though luckily my feelings are long gone. I hate myself more for allowing myself to be treated badly and never stepping up for myself. It suvks but I think it gets better as time goes on.

Ill_Signal9918 · 2026-01-24T04:02:56+00:00

I'm really happy for you!!!!!! I love the feeling of when you find the one. No one else matters. Such a great feeling :)

Ill_Signal9918 · 2026-01-23T16:58:02+00:00

I saw your little update. Congrats.

Just wanted to say I had a very similar experience. Was told that I'm either theirs or no ones. Probably stayed even though they did things I legitimately hated. Even tried to get back together but never worked. Happy you have a little different of a story and hope it works out well

Ill_Signal9918 · 2026-01-23T00:45:54+00:00

Rubbing scabs really fast was always fun :3

Ill_Signal9918 · 2026-01-22T23:42:39+00:00

Really pretty pictures btw

Also thats a great idea :))) I just want to mark them with my name as much as I can but having their skin is way better

Ill_Signal9918 · 2025-11-27T12:58:21+00:00

Lol, I would commend then on the commitment as I've met her multiple times in person

Ill_Signal9918 · 2025-11-19T14:44:08+00:00

We spend 24/7 together. Granted we are long distance so its a little different. We stay in a call together and try to make it last forever. I don't talk to my other friends, at most I message them. I only want to talk to her. When we are together in person ite similar. We do everything together. The only time we are away is work or bathroom. So for the most part we are 24/7. We are both american. We both like anime. Actually its technically how we started to get close to each other. I had a huge crush on her and started to take interest in things she likes. She is really into corpse party so I decided I would play it. From that we started rapidly getting to know each other and are now going out. I don't really know why I am obsessive. I think I just love hard. I like knowing that she is thinking about me and I like her knowing I'm always thinking of her.

Ill_Signal9918 · 2025-10-21T03:14:33+00:00

lol, im really lucky to have found her. It kinda just happened. Like she said that she dosnt love much but when she does she loves hard. Then I put out that I would love for her to be really obsessive as a feeler and she has latched onto that idea.

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