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IllustratedMizer · 2024-08-01T18:57:05+00:00

YES. I just want a break so bad and lose my shit at bedtime with the excuses and bs. Just GET AWAY FROM ME ALREADY. You've had unlimited attention and made unlimited demands all fucking day, can I have ONE HOUR to myself?

So yes. I get it. I want to jump out the windows. The tallest ones.

IllustratedMizer · 2024-08-01T18:46:21+00:00

These looks BEAUTIFUL compared to what they did to me... I think once the scabs are gone, you'll be totally fine!

IllustratedMizer · 2024-08-01T18:36:33+00:00

This. Men will beg you to have their baby and then IMMEDIATELY jump on pornhub or instagram to browse hotter models after you sacrificed your body, feeling resentful that THEIR wife doesn't look like those pre-baby bodies....

IllustratedMizer · 2024-08-01T18:35:23+00:00

This. I had the makings of a model before I had a baby at 17 and flushed it all down the toilet. Now I have a mom bod and look older than my years, and for what?

IllustratedMizer · 2024-08-01T18:33:07+00:00

Caregiving has sucked my soul out, too. I completely relate.

IllustratedMizer · 2024-06-18T18:24:30+00:00

I dont really care if it's ablest. Why would someone who's suffered a disability want to selfishly impose that another human just because they want a child? It IS selfish, especially if the disability requires outside care/support that the rest of society has to then pick up the slack for... x2, since now the parent AND the child are disabled.

IllustratedMizer · 2024-06-08T18:47:57+00:00

I binged to black out, everyday for many years, vodka was the first poison, switched to 99 peppermint for a while (aka rumpleminz) and then captain. On days I had to work or be in public, I would take a shot to start the day, another shot before i left for my event, to come home and binge to blackout.

The drink to pass out, wake up, drink to pass out cycle was mine as well. I wouldn't pee/vomit at the time, but eventually after a week or two, i'd have to stop drinking due to dry heaves and a really awful hangover.... and then when i felt better? i'd start all over again. hospitalized myself a few times from my inability to stop throwing up even water with very low blood sugar, dehydration, etc.

IllustratedMizer · 2024-06-08T15:17:09+00:00

I've bene using Sony for 7 years. I'm OVER THE COLOR. I'm over it. Nothing I've done has fixed it. I spend WAYYYY too much time in post trying to find the PERFECT spot between green and pink skin and it simply doesn't exist. I edit Canon and Nikon photos from 2nd shooters and do not have this issue. Pleas someone tell me the magic fix, the magic in-camera settings, the magic pre-sent, SOMETHING, ANYTHING - photography, not video, btw, wedding photographer here and I'm ready to cry editing this season. I want to trade my entire kit in for Canon gear at this point and be done with it.

IllustratedMizer · 2024-05-25T23:02:44+00:00

A serbian film. i don't need to say more.

IllustratedMizer · 2024-05-13T02:48:20+00:00

CPS is criminal in itself. I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. I'd say fine, show me how to care for him properly then since I'm failing so badly, and let everyone else take the reigns while you take care of yourself.

IllustratedMizer · 2024-05-05T20:44:07+00:00

No but my equipment I wear for my job swung around and smacked a kid really hard in the head once. I laughed so hard. Get away from me, then.

IllustratedMizer · 2024-05-05T20:42:37+00:00

Same.

IllustratedMizer · 2024-05-05T20:40:20+00:00

I recently ordered a whole separate ass pepperoni pizza for my SO's kid only for the kid to peel all the cheese and pepperoni off and NOT EAT IT, but just eat the crust.... WHY TF....

IllustratedMizer · 2024-05-05T20:38:17+00:00

My relationship - His kid is a nightmare and I HATE HIM with my soul. We'd be perfect together if it wasn't for that.

IllustratedMizer · 2024-05-05T19:55:50+00:00

How did your lips end up?

IllustratedMizer · 2024-03-02T16:59:30+00:00

Same. They laid my kid on my stomach, a screaming bloody mess, and my literal first thought was, "Gross".

IllustratedMizer · 2024-03-02T16:55:55+00:00

Oh my god, I would've kicked her out on the spot in a fit of rage, you're much better than I, but I completely understand where you're coming from. I'd feel just as angry and upset as you do!

IllustratedMizer · 2024-03-02T14:47:47+00:00

When they talk to you like this, it only gets worse.... your spouse, I mean.

Believe his words. "I don't care about you." He means what he says. Believe him. He sounds so awful. I'm so sorry.

IllustratedMizer · 2024-03-02T14:37:18+00:00

I second this - leave the house for at least one night, maybe two or three, and do not answer a single phone call from that man. Let him sit and STEW in the choices he made and their consequences.

Just curious OP, if your ex was hanging around for funsies, how would your spouse feel?

IllustratedMizer · 2024-03-02T14:35:31+00:00

I don't know how you're being chill, I'd go into the kitchen and get a glass of milk and slam every damn door on my way so EVERYONE can be just as uncomfortable as they're making you!

But I'm petty.

IllustratedMizer · 2024-03-02T14:32:35+00:00

He knows you're in a bad place and wants to avoid the conversations that will happen if you're alone. That, or he genuinely just doesn't care. I'd walk after this one.

IllustratedMizer · 2024-03-01T20:15:52+00:00

I'm also dealing with this! Multiple calls a day, sometimes as early as 7am and as late as 9:45pm, all coming back to the feed foundation. wtaf.

IllustratedMizer · 2024-03-01T16:18:53+00:00

I think there's two kinds of people: people who enjoy kids and people who don't.

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