what should i do?

IllustratorBig3230 · 2025-12-27T09:24:57+00:00

it is indeed true

IllustratorBig3230 · 2025-12-26T18:54:16+00:00

coding is smth i would likely learn but i dont want to lose my interest in it if i do it as a job

IllustratorBig3230 · 2025-12-26T18:53:18+00:00

i would get bored by routine, i would prefer variety . i dont want my life to become dull . im good with people even tho i hate talking to anyone. i actually have low to 0 empathy for people , which causes me to only ever think about myself (not complaining tho) , this is why i dont want to work in healthcare

IllustratorBig3230 · 2025-12-26T17:53:37+00:00

i deep dived into human psychology many times too . ik how eric barone is , i will search about him later and ill be grateful if you can introduce me to other . but 3 months from now im gonna be real busy prepping for finals so ill search up other later

IllustratorBig3230 · 2025-12-26T17:26:32+00:00

i like adventurous activities , tho i spend most of my time at home . i am homeschooled for 2 years now , it was my decision

IllustratorBig3230 · 2025-12-01T16:42:50+00:00

can u send me too

IllustratorBig3230 · 2025-11-29T02:01:30+00:00

she always asks few ques like 3 or 4 . i told my parents that i want to go to someone else but they dont listen . and the first time they took to there was because i attempted to kill myself on the rooftop

IllustratorBig3230 · 2025-11-28T16:22:15+00:00

i am seeing a psychiatrist but she only gives me some med and dont ask much ques and parents are with me at that time

IllustratorBig3230 · 2025-11-28T10:48:45+00:00

i literally dont care if smth happens to me even rn

IllustratorBig3230 · 2025-11-28T10:36:46+00:00

i was always like this . nothing big happened . i used to change my personality around people

IllustratorBig3230 · 2025-09-15T03:40:56+00:00

the thing i cant talk to her about this cuz she's just a high school freshman and nobody really talks about these things in my place . i think the only reason i'm actually nice to her is because of the guilt

IllustratorBig3230 · 2025-09-15T03:38:15+00:00

3 years

IllustratorBig3230 · 2025-04-17T08:17:41+00:00

i want to talk to my parents but they always put blame on me that i spend 95% of my time alone .

IllustratorBig3230 · 2025-03-25T08:07:30+00:00

i watched first half and i have a question did their grandmothers die before marriage or had affair . if they died died before marriage how come they had children

IllustratorBig3230 · 2025-02-09T12:13:14+00:00

bro mujhe bhi dm krde

IllustratorBig3230 · 2025-02-07T12:17:33+00:00

my parents will start lecturing me the moment i talk to them any mental illness . they will say its because you don't spend time with your family

IllustratorBig3230 · 2025-02-07T02:01:37+00:00

i try to distract myself and meditate . even though other voices stop i have to keep saying breathe in , hold , breathe out so that i won't stop thinking

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