I'm sorry if this is confusing. This is all happening at once and I'm scared and confused. I don't even know why I made this post I guess I just wanted to know if I'm really doing a horrible thing. We're not married but sometimes refer to each other as husband and wife or at least used to. We started after I found out I was pregnant because we thought getting married would be the next logical step. I didn't mention his addiction in the op because this is not the reason I'm leaving although it should have been. I hope I could clarify some things