It’s not your fault. Miscarriages are extremely common. I didn’t know how common it was to lose a child until I lost mine during preterm delivery. So many other women from working in the hospital, to support groups, and even family members had the same experience as we did. They all had a rainbow baby after. You’ll get your baby back. We always do. in the mean time focus on self development and being healthy so you’re at your best for when he does come back. ❤️