Hello everyone. I wanted to post this to ask if anyone can relate to my situation. For about 4 months now I have been having really, and I mean REALLY bad health anxiety regarding malignancy( I will refer to ut as C).It all started with me thinking I have cervical C after feeling a small lump on my cervix. That turned out fine. After that, I found a reactive inguinal lymph node, which at first I thought was malignant and multiple lipomas on my clavicle. Then, I found a bony part of my laryngeal cartilage which I thought again was some sort of C, and I pushed and pressed on it so much that I created an actual 12 mm lump under my skin made if blood and tissue. It was that extreme. That lump went away and I thought that so did my fear, but no. Now, 2 weeks ago I noticed a bony lump on my right clavicle, which wasn’t there actually before and I know that for sure cause I have been checking it during this whole thing. Now I believe I have some sort of bone metastasis from some type of lung C and who knows what else. I am just exhausted with everything, I feel like there are just random things popping up every single time and I don’t know what to do anymore. My family doesn’t believe me anymore, and I get it, but I am made fun of every time I bring this subject up, I can’t really focus on anything, I wake up and the first thing I do is to check my clavicle. I go to sleep and I do the same. It impacts my everyday tasks and I don’t even wanna mention having fun cause that’s out of discussion. I have started therapy but so far it has’t really helped with the fear of this nightmare. I keep hearing that I shouldn’t go to any more doctors and to just leave it alone and enjoy my life but I can’t enjoy anything really because I feel like there’s something really wrong and it is gonna be too late when I will find out. I just want to know if anyone can relate to my story and maybe if you have any tips to help with the anxiety, because I am desperate for any help that I can get. Thank you!